I feel like I could die

I’m in so much pain
Lying her I’m going insane

I feel like I’m going to die
But still I don’t seem to cry

As I lay the pain seems to go away
But I no it’s only for the day

I lift my self up and wince
Every time I move I flinch

Oh well I’m used to it by now
But I don’t seem how

I come to my fucking school
God I’m such a fool

I walk in and sit down
I look up and frown

There walking in is my enemy
He walks in and sits beside me

Uh I sie I’m so tired
But then why do i feel wired

My life sucks so much
Know one nose how much it sucks

With working three jobs and going to school
But people just see me as a stupid fool

Going to my house and getting beat
By my fucking fathers hands and feet

But I still hold on
I’m still around
And live my life with out a sound

But I still have my friends
God if I didn’t have them it would all end

I’d probably go fucking insane
Because of all of my fucking pain

Soon schools over and I collect my stuff
I walk out I got to go home frack

I walk along but I bump into someone
I fall back I yell it hurts what fun

I cringe at the pain
But say sorry anyway

I look up
frack

It’s my enemy shoot
I’m in so much pain but I wait for the hit

It doesn’t come but instead
He looks at me like hes looking at my heed

He looks at me
As if to see

I flinch at the contact he pulls back
I’m scared but I relax

I slowly get up
God my life sucks

I go to walk away
But he grabs my arm and tells me to stay

I’m confused and I wonder why
I blush when did I became so shy

He ask me why I yelped in pain
I’m scared I can’t tell him not now anyway

I tell him it’s nothing just to leave it alone
I walk I intend to go home

He walks in front of me and blokes my path
I’m scared I can sense his wrath

He demands to no
I can’t tell him I have to go

Please I have to go
Just please leave me alone

He tells me no
He wants to know

I sie
I ask can we go out side

I tell him why I am in so much pain
I wait I’m scared what will he say

Then all I feel is arms around me
I look up and he kisses me

I kiss back I feel free
I wonder what does this mean

He tells me he has always loved me
I say the same I know this was meant ta be

He tells me I’m not alone
With him I feel like I’m truly home

He helps me charge my dad
Now I’m no longer sad

I’m happy because I’m not alone
I have found my true home

I have found my true love
I say this and give him a hug

He holds me back and this now feels so right
Because now I have won the fight