as life is...it always changes

sometimes u walk threw life and u smile
sometimes u stop in the rain and cry
others you shake and howel in anger
all emotions scale around life

life can be great flying u by
but it can also drop u and wash u away
life can be given or taken
maybe even both on seprete times but together

i have felt issued and saw great pain
mylife has been ruff but i always got threw it
life has taken from me people i love
and still is...cause my love once are still dieing

it has shown me great pain watching someone
u no die inside or change or get hurt
it kills inside and...always will
so much that phisical pain means nothing 2 me anymore

but i have also issued pain ...to the once who love me
i tend 2 hurt my self in different ways and..never do i
scream in pain..if i am in teers i whipe them away 2 help others
but thaat is y i hurt then not worrying bout my own pain

and in forth they worry for me..and i hate 2 see them sad
thou in my heart i only see them..and him
and i could care less what ever happened to me
as long as my friends and faimly are safe and free

i guess thats all i can do...and no i will never change
i am no angel...and i am not the perfect girl
i do my best..and give what i can
and i love with all i have...no matter the pain..

no matter whats up or down
thats is all i can say ...all i can do..just remeber
everyone..in my mind...i am here for u
my friends...my faimly..my love..and my animals
remeber i shale always love you