Three little words that change everything




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Part one - Happiness and cuddles

It was about late now, about 6 pm in the evening. Jake was still over at Joey's house.
The teens were still both up in Joey's bedroom. After decided Jake wanted to go further so they
decided to.

Joey sat up for a moment before speaking, he was wondering himself if he wanted to aswell as jake.
I mean he knew they had just made up but still, wasn't it a bit to fast.

"Umm.. Jake ?' Joey asked

"Yeah ?' Jake replied

Joey took a gulp before saying anything,he was nervous.

"Jake, it's my first time ...' Joey mummbled whilst freaking out.

Jake looked a bit shocked, Joey's still a virgin, how could he be he's such a charmful bastard when he wants
to be. He could get into any girls pants.

Jake didn't want to say anything about Alex but he knew if he didn't it would only turn into arguements if
he didnt tell the truth.

"Joey i can't lie to you because, im not a virgin' Jake confessed.

The blonde gave him a bit of a hurt look. He wanted him and Jake to be the first with each other together it would
make it even more special.

"Jake its okay, i dont mind' Joey murmured but it was almost a whisper.

Jake gave Joey another look he could see sadness in his eyes.

"You dont look like its okay, tell me truthfully' Jake demanded.

The blonde gave Jake a look before turning his head away and stareing at something before replying.
Jake put his hand on Joey's.

"Look okay, im nervous and im gonna do this with my best friend, its .. its embarrseing !' Joey cried.

"I know, but the thing is when i lost it. I lost it to Alex thats my regret' Jake muttered.

Joey gave Jake a fierce look like he had flames in his eyes almost by hearing that name.

"What ?!, TO THAT ... THAT ! Don't even make me get mad over that pathetic son of a dog !' Joey hissed.

From this Joey got anger and suddenly jumped of the bed and began to walk round his room in circles. Joey
always did this when he was mad or in a temper, it helped cool his system.

"Im sorry' Jake said.

He wanted to cry because he made a mistake again, he once again upset Joey. When could he ever get it right.
Jake bent his head down. Joey stopped and stared at Jake for a moment before making his way back to the
bed and hugged him tightly.

They both looked at each other before, Joey began planting kisses on the other teen's neck which soon turned into sucking
then down to his collarbone. Jake moaned in delight he loved this. Slow
ly moving his hands down to Joey's shirt and was takeing it off,
gently stokeing his bare chest then kissing it. Joey than made his way quickly to Jake's flyer and doing this fast zipping his jeans down,
then the button after then to his belt and unbluckled it. Jake did this to Joey too but had a bit of trouble undoing his, which then he
got a bit of help from the blonde.
Pulling down each others jeans, Joey then got on top of Jake his hands makeing there way on the T-shirt and pulling it off wildly.
Jake cringed a bit of this, never had him and Joey done this to each other in there entire lives.

Joey then before going pink in the face, slid his hands down Jake's soft chest for a minute the blonde left his hands on his partners heart and listened
to the beat.

"Jesus, it feels so nice' the blonde said smiling.

Jake went even more red in the face. The blonde then slid from his heart down to Jake's crotch. The teens were only in there underwear now.
They looked and each other and let out a soft sigh. Jake played with the elastic on Joey's blue underwear.

"Christ you really do like the colour blue don't you' Jake joked.

Joey laughed. "Duh its my favourite colour, you should know that !' Joey hissed.

They kissed again this time it turned into a tongue war. Joey then found the confidence to pull Jake's underwear down a little before compleatly doing so.
Jake blushed to the extreme of this before he asked Joey something in a speak voice.

"Joey, can'ya turn off the light ?'

He wanted the light off, he didn't want to see each other exposed like this.

"Umm... Okay' The blonde turned of the switch light with was like near the door before getting back to buisness.

Jake took of Joeys undies now so they both flow naked in the bed. There was no covers over them though, so if anyone walked in and caught them
they would be dead meat. But the thing is Joey's parents didn't really mind because they always knew there son had a huge crush on Jake ever since they were
twelve.

Still up to no good they were in the bed. Jake felt and touched Joey all he wanted, whilst Joey was enjoying this as much as he ever dreamed it would be like.
Joey was kinda curious what to do next. Did they have to you know, up go the @$$ ... right.

"Umm... What do i ... well, what do we do now ...? ' Joey asked unsure "Should ... i'

Jake was just as clueless as the blonde, he didn't know what to do.

"I dont know ' Jake replied.

Joey sat up on Jake for a sec, there unknows touching against each others. There thighs rubbing against one others.

"What do you mean you don't know ! You fucked Alex, didn't that give you any idea's !' Joey sneered angrily exspecting Jake to know.

Jake didn't want to ruin this for Joey he wanted to make this as special as possible for him.
So he decided to do that. " Okay then you want me to frack you badly then, Then i will frack you if you're this desprate !' Jake spat.

Jake pushed Joey down onto his stomach and crawled up onto his back fast before the blonde could do anything at all.
Jake held hold of Joey's body and pushed himself up - unknow.

Joey froze for a second his body felt a hint of pain, but at the same time a bunch of pleasure came into him.
The blonde gave a evil grin at this to himself in the pillow.
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Part two - I LOVE YOU

A few hours passed by from there, the boys lay under the sheets exhausted next to each other. Until Joey lay on his elbow faceing Jake and kissed him on the
lips lightly and gave a chuckle.

"Im tired ...' Jake moaned.

Joey looked at the sheets before glazeing back up into Jake's shiny grey eyes and answered.

"Then stay here tonight, my parents wouldn't mind' The blonde sugguested.

Jake sighed, what about home he thought in his mind and that loonitic Alex.

Joey rolled his eyes on Jakes non replience and glued his eyes on Jakes arms which were sprawled out on the pillow.
The blonde's blue eyes widened at this, what was all them lines on his friends arms.

"Jake, whats that ?' Joey asked curiously.

Jake gave a frown. "What's,what ?'

Joey gave a tut before sitting up and leaning over on Jake holding his arms.
And pointed at them all in shock.

Jake suddenly froze, he had forgot about his CUTS !

"OH shoot' Jake thought and suddenly shock up and held his arms in fright.

The questions and thoughts of what joey will think shot through Jake's mind.
He needed an excuse and very big and fast excuse to give Joey, but even so one way
or another Joey will find out he's a guy that will know if you're lying or not.

"I got scratched Alex's cat' Jake lied.

Joey gave Jake a hard cold look into his eyes and was still hold his arms almost gripping them tightly.

"Jake, tell me truthfully. What happened ?' Joey said coldly and sinisterly.

Jake really couldn't lie and this and certinally couldn't get out of this until he gave the blonde a true answer
and the truth was ...

"Im a cutter ...' It was a fait whisper.

Joey frowned and asked again.

"What ?' he said

"Im a cutter ...' Jake said again.

"Huh ? I cant - ' The blonde was cut off.

"IM A CUTTER ! I CUT MY SELF !!!' Jake screamed.

Jake tried to pull his hands away but Joey had a tight strong grip.
The teen looked back up at the blonde to only see him with tears in his eyes and his head bent so his blonde bangs were in his eyes.

"Why'd you do that !' Joey yelled back at him. The blonde gave him a tearful and painful look, how could Jake have done this to himself.

"Joey ... i didn't want you to ... I was scared ... SO SCARED ... IF ANYONE FOUND OUT ...' Jake burst into tears.

This didnt satifly Joey in the slightest, there was no excuse to do that to himself.

"But why ?! Look how deep they are Jake ! Just look !' Joey hissed whilst feeling the scars. They still didn't look like they had healed properly though.

Jake closed his eyes with tears down his cheeks and trying to run away at the same time.

"JAKE LOOK ! WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO YOU'RE SELF !' the blonde screamed.

Joey had his arms around Jakes waist to stop him escaping and tried to talk some sense into him about this.
Jake whacked and scratched Joey all he could to make him go away and let him be.

"Leave me ... LEAVE ME ALONE ...!'Jake yelled.

He knew this would have happened one day. Jake managed to get free and make a runner, Joey fell of the bed and hurt his elbows on the floor.
jake on the other hand was sprinting down the stair nearly tripping over the last few stairs. He was bare naked.
Joey ran after him.

Jake didn't know what to do now, he couldnt go out side naked but his clothes were up stairs.
Joey jumped on him and hugged him tightly.

Jake ran into the living room pulling the blonde off him and hid in a corner crouched down into a small ball. Joey kneeled down and hugged him from the behind
and kissed the side of his head softly and rested his head on Jake's shoulder.

"Jake ... Please .. tell me ...' Joey said panting

Jake cried and wailed whilst this he tried to run away again but Joey held him down on his knees and kissed him.

"NO ... LET ME GO ! PLEASE !!!' Jake begged.

Joey didnt listen to it, he got hold of Jake's arms and lightly kissed each and every scar.
This made Jake even more upset, he didnt want this.

"Joey .... pl..eaasee..' Jake plead

Joey had kissed the last scar before hugging Jake still and rocked him like a baby.
Suddenly he said something that made Jake feel like he neverfelt before ... his worries going away..


"I love you Jake, I've always loved you ...' Joey confessed.

Jake cried again before finally let him self go, Joey won ..


Suddenly the front door opened and stepped in was Joey's parents.
Stood there seeing everything exposed to there eyes.


"Mom'


"Dad'


Looks like there some explaining to do ....

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