Recent Pictures by Shadowlover8urn:uuid:c82e72bd-97ba-cfa9-6bd2-93def9d98e81You Give Off A Warmth That No One Else Has...+:. by Shadowlover8urn:uuid:2218c6e6-f6ac-7c4e-ec50-bc878ee9be7c2009-01-19T18:50:45-08:00.:+You Give Off A Warmth That No One Else Has...+:.
Yay! It's Arisa-chan!! I loved drawing her~especially those cute pigtails^^ waaaaaaaaaaa!! i love this!!!>.< Especially the bg!! I wanted to make it very bright...to match Arisa-chan's personality^^(or at least..the one she gives off...XD) i added in the strawberries cuz thats her fav food~ didnt anyone else notcie the pocky?XD i thought it would make a cute bg^^ I added in some blue circles and octagons to match her skirt and also show the darkness in her life(mom dying, dad leaving, friend moving away, etc) About the title...i imagine theyd be Yuudai's words(the blue-haired one...im so bad with namesXD and she hasnt updated in a while!XD) i think hes the one that made the promise to her;P i have a feeling hes always loved her and tries to make her smile real(considering her parents) i dont know..thats wat i think...^^; ribbons r fun to color..i just realizedXD oh my god...her damn eyes...XDD i had to redo them like wat? 50 times?!XD god such a pain...XD i like how the white octagons reflect on her skirt^^ very pretty~ im sorry...enough of my babling...XD enjoy!! i really hope u like it Cat-chan!!!!!>///<
EDIT: HAPPY BIRTHDAY REVEA-SAN!!!!!!! im sorry i couldnt draw one of ur chars;_;
yes, yes..its true! after like wat? 6 months?XD ive submitted something...decent...lol actually i think this is the best pic ive done^^ thanky you to Kathy100's tutorial~ http://kathy100.deviantart.com/art/Kathy100-s-Huge-CG-Tutorial-107816851 i had to twist some things so it would work and get the way i wanted it to(and make it easierXD) but it really helped!^^ so go check it out! lol plz tell me wat i need to improve on(more on the coloring...lol but i love criticism(as long as ur not totally flaming meXD) ok! so about the pic! maria has black wings to symbol the darkness shes in~shes NOT(lol) hugging yugi back becuz shes doubtful of whether or not hes her true love~(just go maria!! tell him u like him!! lol) Yugi has white wings becuz obviously hes her true lightXD and hes trying to comfort her~Well Enjoy!!
(Please just ignore the background. can't make it look stone so just deal with it. I'm going to redo this. I hope you guys don't think this is too gory or sad or somethingT-T A theme I wanted to put in is that sometimes we don't appreciate what we have even though there are kids out there who are just trying to get their parent's love.)
“No! Stop!” I screamed as I was being beaten by the very people I loved. I looked up to the face of my cruel father glaring down at me. As if it a sin to look at him, he kicked me in what must have been my already broken ribs.
“We told you,” my father said in deathly, cold voice, “that we don’t want to see you!!”
He then grabbed my hair, roughly pulling it upward, along with my torn and beaten body, up to right above his waist. He looked at me. Through my constant tears I saw a man, this man who was supposed to be my father, looking at me with eyes that could stab right through you. I never understood why they hated me so much, even now.
“Why do mama and papa hate me? Why?” I asked once.
“Shut up. We never asked to have you.”
That was what they told me. Those words have never left me.
Maybe that’s why I won’t reach out for someone…maybe that’s why I won’t let anyone see into my heart…because if I do…I always betray myself…or I end up being left…like a curse.
Maybe it was because of my disease. My immune system was weaker than it should’ve been, so my wounds took a while to heal. My skin would also break easily. I had these problems ever since I was born…until my death.
It remained a mystery for me and it will remain a mystery forever.
No matter how hard I try, they were never satisfied. I would prepare drinks and food for them. And clean around the house. I did everything for them. I’d…forgive them for abusing me…I loved them…and I wanted them to love me too.
I gave my mother flowers…with a smile on my face, probably my only smile to her. But she slapped them out of my hands, pushed me out of the room and onto the ground. Then, slammed the door on my face and I was left there…my heart…my life…becoming an even deeper shade of black…
But one day when I was eight…I decided. I decided to leave after the pain in my heart and body became too much. They did it. They had broken my arm.
“Aaaaah…aaaaahh….” I cried clutching my arm, crying and trembling in pain. As soon as they turned around, I ran out the door. I ran and stumbled and my parents called out, “Where do you think you’re going?!” But I kept running. But, I heard them say something.
“Good riddens…” I heard. And more tears came adding to the thirty thousand of others.
I walked through the alleyways, stumbling and wincing, especially with my arm. I walked around the corner and was suddenly grabbed and slammed to the back wall.
“Ah!” I screamed. I stared wide-eyed at who grabbed me. It was a man. He had short brown hair and dark brown eyes.
“W-What…?” I started.
“Shut up. I’m going to have a fun time with you.” The man said with a sly smile.
“W-What are you…ahh!!”
The man started to undress me! He then began to kiss into my neck.
“N-No! S-Stop!” I screamed.
“What are you doing?” A voice said.
This time it was a man with black hair. I couldn’t see what color his eyes were.
“Hey! I gotta pretty cute one to play with…” the man with brown hair said slyly, as he stroked my hair. I flinched.
“Wanna join?” he asked the man with black hair.
As the man’s focus was on the other one, I ducked my head and ran under his arm that was against the stonewall.
“Hey!! Get back here!!” the man shouted.
“Stop or I’ll shoot.” The man said coldly.
I froze. I slowly turned my head around. The man stood there. With a gun in his hand.
I stared at him, the gun. My left hand held my right arm. The water from the rain slowly ran down my body. But my gaze never looked away from the gun.
“Now…get over here and let me have my fun.” He ordered. I still looked at that gun. My thoughts ran wild and started to cry.
Why is it that no one will love me? Why am I put through this…? Please God…I…I just want to be loved!! But…if no one will…then…
“Then kill me…” I told him.
He stared at me in disbelief.
If there is no one who will be with me…then…I want to die…so…
“Kill me…” I repeated. “I do not fear death.”
The man smiled and pulled the trigger.
I gasped as I felt the bullet pierce my heart. It seemed my whole world slowed down. I fell backwards, feeling the blood pour out of me. My body slowly became numb. I felt the hard ground as I crashed down onto it. More blood spilled out soon going on the ground and around my body. I felt the warmth of it on my back…and soon my arms, and face. My head was turned the side and I could see the road. With the last hope I had, I pictured my parents running to me. Worried and crying. That’s what I saw. Hoping that it would become reality. I wanted to see my beautiful mother and my handsome father. I loved them. But soon, the pain became too great…the numbness took over my whole body, And as the last bits of life left my eyes…my world enclosed in darkness. This is death.]]>Wake Up! by Shadowlover8urn:uuid:cf81a568-56ca-e152-1468-1280b0a021562008-07-30T15:40:07-07:00.......la la diii...
pose(c)someone else]]>Sleeping by Shadowlover8urn:uuid:d9f803b9-fa1b-082b-50ee-6e6a304d82362008-07-30T15:38:42-07:00....numa numa yay numa numa numa-ee!!
pose(c)someone else]]>Sweet Devil by Shadowlover8urn:uuid:7432b407-45a1-44f5-839d-5e96810918892008-07-30T15:36:28-07:00...eh i dont know wat to say...
pose(c)someone else]]>Aly and A.J. by Shadowlover8urn:uuid:5b204f14-789e-6570-7215-66abfe9b70e92008-07-25T20:49:42-07:00Yay!! I finished!!! My friend forced me to draw a disney channel star for a magazine. So I chose Aly and A.J.!!! A.J. was a lot of fun to draw^^ I love their eyes in this^^ They look like vocaloidsXD thats prob because i searched them for inspiration^^; I hope it does make it into the magazine and if so, i hope those two girls like itX3333 Alright I'll stop blabbing...Enjoy!! Also I was too lazy to change the color of the lineart so it would match ill prob change it tomorrow^^
Pose(c)someone else]]>Having Fun at the Beach! by Shadowlover8urn:uuid:cf2081fe-92b7-3937-be8d-c9b426f4094c2008-07-23T13:45:22-07:00Maria looks cute in pigtails don’t u think?
Yes very sad...in my story, Revea and Maria meet in Eygpt since Marias this spirit thing(goddess of the moon) , she can be seen in the world of memories!^^; well she gets killed from the war(im not sure if Revea wants me to reveal what happens^^;)if she says yes ill post it^^ well, anyways, Maria feels it's her fault that Revea died because of her "wings of misfortune" and the fact that she feels she couldve prevented her death. When Maria finds out that Revea is a star entity she decides to tell her that shes the goddess of the moon(shes kind of forced to since she tolde revea what she(revea) was and she needed a reason y she knew^^;so if u read the passage up there, btw those r marias words, ull understand whats goin on. um...should i put the mature content on?^^; oh yes! this is from chrono crusade...i really wanted to draw that scene(im not going to spoil anything for u guys who havent read it^^) i love her skin in this one. do u guys like this coloring style or is it TO soft? eheh...OH! its missing some stuff(like hair strands) which is y i wouldve put in scraps...oh well...lol i also didnt put a background cuz of that and i didnt know where the setting would be yet...
I'll be doing more things like this. More styles and I want you guys to see which one you like and which is most comfortable and stuff like that. Would it be easier if i had the hair and stuff?O.o]]>A Saint with Flowers to Bring Happiness to Everyone by Shadowlover8urn:uuid:a4aa9c93-3656-fc01-aa73-45609ece657a2008-07-18T13:47:55-07:00Remake of this: http://www.fanart-central.net/pic-668721.html it looks a lot better right? probably my favorite^^so many flowersO.O]]>Ready for School by Shadowlover8urn:uuid:23d1109c-082b-8b26-be7c-b7a666f87a872008-07-18T13:44:59-07:00Off to school!]]>Sitting on a Bench by Shadowlover8urn:uuid:486d1a29-03ba-daa8-af38-b84258a7f04c2008-07-18T13:43:12-07:00Its just Maria sitting on a bench.^^]]>Chibi Maria by Shadowlover8urn:uuid:5ca39745-b704-981f-d54c-9647f358d6162008-07-15T13:02:14-07:00Chibi Maria!! I love her hair here^^ This pic corresponds to the Chibi Me on^^