it's over?, I can't beleive it's over, after 4 years.
We live together in a small apartment with our 2 cats and he's going to be sleeping in a diffrent room from now on. He's also my superior at work, so I have to live with my boss, no longer my boyfriend. well, right now, we're on a seperation mode, but still live in the same apartment.
this is going to be so hard.
well, I just wanted to share my feelings with all of you.
today IS the worst day of my life.
*update 04/06/06*
things are much better now. I didn't end up breaking up with him in the end. I'm changing my perspectives on the relationship. I used to do things for him, nothing for me and didn't take care of myself, I'm working on improving that by focussing on myself, and asking if he wants to join on anything I'm up to.
We're having better conversations now, he's helping me more with chores. I'm not waiting for him, who's waiting for me.
We're not draging eachother down anymore.
Relationships are complicated. |
Muffins,
Toilets.