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A rather creepy venting picture by ShadowMantis    
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October 4, 2007 - ShadowMantis
O_____o;;;;
I'm not the only person whose ever felt like this, right?


Um... sure... this came out WAY creepier than originaly planned. I had actually inteded for this to be funny, but noooo, my twisted little self goes and turns it into this.

Explination time! For a long time i had been in what one of my friends so kindly named my "dead phase."
Since the third grade i haven't been attracted to anyone, which kind of creeped out my friends, and they would keep telling me things like "OMIGOSH We should get you a boyfriend!!!! 8D" or asking me stuff like "What do you think makes a guy cute?"
Man those questions got annoying. But eventually it seemed that cupid had nothing better to do than come and pick on me. Suddenly i just woke up one day, and realized how many people i DID find attractive, either physicaly or actually lovingly.

But after a while it really started to get me depressed because it seemed that all the people I was interested in would never feel the same way about me. It hurt for a long time, it still hurts a little, and it makes life that much harder, but it's started to lift from me. I started feeling a lot better, and now a little more consious. I could feel true emphathy for my friend to, who had gone through a similar thing earlier.

On the feather of each arrow i put the first letter of the first name of the people i found attractive, the dark arrows were just "puppy crushes" and passed quickly, but the unshaded arrows are the feelings that still follow me about, they're the people i think i might actualy be in love with...

D, J, S, H, B, S, and T are the letters on the arrows incase your wondering and if you can't read my hand writing it says
"Dear Cupid"
"You can have your arrows back now"
"-Wayra"

It actually originaly said "You can have your damned arrows back" but I desided to edit it out.

so yeah, i understand this picture is strange and probably few people even care, but I just wanted to see if I was the only one out there who's ever felt like this, and as stated in the title, this is a VENTING picture. I wasn't shooting for anything great, just something that would make me feel better. No harsh criticism please.

also, i couldn't really think of a better category for this so... yeah.
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Rating Violence: Mild Offensive Language: Mild Media Other / Mixed CG
Submitted October 4, 2007
License Berne Convention

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Cannon
Oct 15, 2007 03:25 PM by: Cannon
I really like that. :D It is a bit funny in a way, but still very depressing.
 
Lucky2bBlonde
Oct 8, 2007 06:50 PM by: Lucky2bBlonde
Wow! That's so deep, like seriously it's awesome!
I know how that is to feel like that 2. My problem was I just had HORRIBLE relationships where I ended up broken apart b/c i got cheated on or something ridiculous. Then I met my current b/f and we have been together for a year now! So don't give up. The funny thing is I met him when I wasn't even expecting it.
Good luck to you and I love the pick! Displays great emotion!
 
SomekindofFreak
Oct 7, 2007 03:09 PM by: SomekindofFreak
I love this! I really like the paleness of your skin here o.o and the color of you hair! and all the arrows look really cool!
And I can relate, I had a 'dead phase' for a looong time, and my friends try to pair me with people -_-
then i started liking people on here >//> and now i feel like i love too many people too much XD even a few that might not even like me...and its become very complicated T-T

Jex: *rushes over to you looking very concerned and worried* Wayra...arrows...!! 0___<;
 
ShadowMantis
Oct 7, 2007 04:02 PM by: ShadowMantis
O-O I just realized, i didn't put an arrow on there for Jex DX NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! DX
dang o_O >_<
I try not to become to attracted to people i meet over the internet, but I kind'a failed at that ^^;

Yeah... the arrow with the 'S' that hit my back, I'm not sure if that person likes me back... O////O
WHY MUST LOVE BE SO COMPLICATED?!?!?! >///<
I actually made a little comic of me trying to tell one of the people i like how i feel ^^;

Jex is gonna have a heart attackwith this. O_O
*hugs him gently* ^^; now, now, Jex... I'll be okay...
 
SomekindofFreak
Oct 7, 2007 04:31 PM by: SomekindofFreak
XD Im sure Jex is glad there is at least one less arrow then there could be XDD

I had no idea i would come to be so close to so many people over the internet 0_0
Some of them feel like the closest friends i could possibly have X33 *huggles you*

IS THE S ARROW FOR SIGGEH? >w<

Jex: D-dont move...I'll...I'll help you...! *takes out first aid kit XD*
 
ShadowMantis
Oct 7, 2007 04:37 PM by: ShadowMantis
No, the S arrow isn't for Sig ^^;
actually, our daily dose of irony the two 'S' arrow crushes have the same name XD
and one of them is in the same section of the band as me O///O;
*huggles you back* I know the feeling! *nuzzles*
*hugs Jex as well* GROUP HUG TIME!!!! WARM FUZZIES ALL AROUND! ^o^ XD
 
SomekindofFreak
Oct 7, 2007 04:44 PM by: SomekindofFreak
XDDD
oooh I see XD
neh neh, same section of band? X33
nyawww...have you ever told any of them?

Jex: >///<;
 
ShadowMantis
Oct 7, 2007 04:50 PM by: ShadowMantis
Yup, we both be baritone players! XD It's actually pretty cool, but i think that everyone else in the baritone section has a crush on this person as well! >o<
No >_< I don't have the courage to...

*pats Jex on the head*
 
ScolexIsGod
Oct 5, 2007 08:02 AM by: ScolexIsGod
Ohhh yes, I can definitely relate to the 'not finding anyone attractive' part! xD *Scratches head* I don't think I've ever had a crush on anyone in my part of the world... oO Nyan!! But I'm afraid that's where the similarity ends! ^^;;; But love always seems to be a really difficult force to deal with isn't it? Garrrr!! *throws an arrow back at cupid* Darn right!! Take those back! n.n Heheh! Cool piccy too!!
 
ShadowMantis
Oct 6, 2007 10:17 AM by: ShadowMantis
Yaaay! *joins you in throwing arrows back at cupid*

I didn't know how clomplicated and difficult love was until i had actually felt it ^^;
It was a shocker on me!
 
Graceful8Vampire8Godess8
Oct 4, 2007 06:32 PM by: Graceful8Vampire8Godess8
So cool :)
 
ShadowMantis
Oct 6, 2007 10:14 AM by: ShadowMantis
Thank you ^-^
 
Irken_Akire
Oct 5, 2007 12:16 PM by: Irken_Akire
Daaaw...T.T *huggles*
I felt that...well a few weeks ago. :o No guy liked meh and i dont liked them-then it hits me-like a frying pan...xD
Daaaaw....I hope you feels bettah! ^_______^ A smile for all! *hugs*
Nice picture though-very nice! *pulls arrows out*
 
ShadowMantis
Oct 6, 2007 10:14 AM by: ShadowMantis
Daw ^-^
Thank yoooou! *hugs back* I have been feeling better actually =D
*tries not to squirm as arrows are being pulled out*
 
sexxygirl93
Oct 4, 2007 06:46 PM by: sexxygirl93
thats so it...im with you a 100% i know exactly how you feel
 
ShadowMantis
Oct 5, 2007 06:58 AM by: ShadowMantis
Thank you very much, it's nice to know!
 
Graceful8Vampire8Godess8
Oct 4, 2007 06:33 PM by: Graceful8Vampire8Godess8
Hope u hook up w/ one of the guys you like :P
 
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