Why Am I Hurting to Hurt

*sigh..depression sucks.. it really does...and hopefully i will get over it soon u.u. i want to draw so much like i used to but i jus cant for some reason...Me and Zoe are trying to think of something that will intrest us but not lose intrest so easily ><...
And ive been trying to search the web, ( since i can only use my sisters laptop but shes always on it and i cant do other things that i used to do when i had my computer) and get ideas from the images that i see like pictures from DA Tumbler ( those are the only websites that i can only go on, on her computer) :3.

but as you sa, if you are following Zoe on FAC, she drew pics of us as if we were in a Anime ...and added something in the background the fits our best Intrests :3. which i think that was Freaking amazeing.. but whenever she draws and show my pics i get really inspired...so i try my best to draw .3.

but on the other note..i ment to make my wings black...but i didnt want to mess up the pretty lines of the feathers so i just left it white xD. but i still like it alot :D...
Neeeh well soon you will see more pics from me. because im just in a hooooorrible art block ><

well i hope you like it :3