Freak...But i need love...

yeah..well..this is supposed to be like..symbolising me..but on the inside..its weird..its poet stuff...lol.,..well anyways i wrote the little poem thingymajjiggor thats in the back just randomly..i wrote what came to mind...well..this is what it says :::<br />
I want you to love me, 'cuz your the one and,<br />
I know i'm different, maybe scary <br />
in your eyes, but dont let looks fool you,<br />
Everything you see is a lie, please tell<br />
me that you hear my cries, because i need<br />
to be loved, i feel suicidal now, please ame this<br />
feeling go away and tell me it will all<br />
be ok, just dont fall away and leave me<br />
bleeding here, you mean the world to me,<br />
but im different now, and you cant accept<br />
thats, so you push me away, and out<br />
of your life, like im nothing, after you<br />
told me you loved me, and didnt care how i<br />
dressed, then i changed, you changed, and it;s<br />
all a mess, but im still Jess...only without our love...:::<br />
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yeah it might be kinda altered but..heh..its okies..lol..