I'm Sorry Trystan....please forgive me

this is for waht used to be my penpal. i screwed up, and lost him. he was my best friend, and he ment a lot to me. but i just messed up badly. everything was lost.<br />
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and because i lost m best friend,<br />
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i feel like i lost part of my life, my soul, my everything....