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*Warning, this is about love and stuff and crap*
So i spent 3 days at this leadership conference in Syracuse for a program called SkillsUSA. I went with four other kids from my CTE school and i went with this boy who i have this major crush on, like the kind of crush where i have sweaty palms, and my heart feels like its going to burst out of my chest and i haven't eaten all day 'cause when i do i feel like i'm going to vomit. I've never been in a relationship before and i don't know much about guys in general so i can't tell whether he likes me or not. I mean like he asked me to go to the pool with him and then invited me back to him room with him. While up in his room (his roomates were there too so nothing happened) we laid around on his bed and watched tv together. We talked and laughed and joked, we held hands and i stuck my head in the crook of his neck and smelled him and god did he smell good, like oranges and lemons although he just got out of the pool. He let me rub his belly and tickle him and such, he made some sexual gestures and comments but they were jokes. He even got changed while i was there, like completely naked although his back was turned to me so all i got to see was his cute butt. Then we cuddled and spooned for a bit which gave me the opportunity to kiss him but of course i was shy and i chickened out. Then our advisers caught us and i got kicked out (lol). Then this morning we played a game and sat together on the shuttle on the way back to the train station. However once we got on the train he barely spoke to me, then he went off to play with his guy friends and some girls we met at the conference and of course i was insanely jealous. When my mom came to pick me up i got a hug from him but he didn't give me his number and didn't ask for mine and i was too shy to ask for his. So i dunno where this leaves us and whether there is the possibility of a relationship or not. My insides are all up in knots and i feel happy and like crying and anxious and scared and embarrassed all at once, bah, why can't love be less complicated?
this is a commission WIP btw.
So i spent 3 days at this leadership conference in Syracuse for a program called SkillsUSA. I went with four other kids from my CTE school and i went with this boy who i have this major crush on, like the kind of crush where i have sweaty palms, and my heart feels like its going to burst out of my chest and i haven't eaten all day 'cause when i do i feel like i'm going to vomit. I've never been in a relationship before and i don't know much about guys in general so i can't tell whether he likes me or not. I mean like he asked me to go to the pool with him and then invited me back to him room with him. While up in his room (his roomates were there too so nothing happened) we laid around on his bed and watched tv together. We talked and laughed and joked, we held hands and i stuck my head in the crook of his neck and smelled him and god did he smell good, like oranges and lemons although he just got out of the pool. He let me rub his belly and tickle him and such, he made some sexual gestures and comments but they were jokes. He even got changed while i was there, like completely naked although his back was turned to me so all i got to see was his cute butt. Then we cuddled and spooned for a bit which gave me the opportunity to kiss him but of course i was shy and i chickened out. Then our advisers caught us and i got kicked out (lol). Then this morning we played a game and sat together on the shuttle on the way back to the train station. However once we got on the train he barely spoke to me, then he went off to play with his guy friends and some girls we met at the conference and of course i was insanely jealous. When my mom came to pick me up i got a hug from him but he didn't give me his number and didn't ask for mine and i was too shy to ask for his. So i dunno where this leaves us and whether there is the possibility of a relationship or not. My insides are all up in knots and i feel happy and like crying and anxious and scared and embarrassed all at once, bah, why can't love be less complicated?
this is a commission WIP btw.
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Aesthetic on November 4, 2009, 5:16:42 AM
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MidnightSummersDream on November 4, 2009, 5:51:41 AM
we go to the same CTE school but i take Commercial art and he takes Automotive Technology so we really only have like 5 minutes tops to talk to each other at the end of class. And with that i wonder if like maybe i'm getting to ahead of myself and like asking how can i like him that much when i've spent so little time with him? I'm thinking about just coming out and saying that I like him but i'm afraid of what he might think of me and that he might reject me.
you should try and talk to him at school.
he must have at least a little bit of feelings for you if
you guys are flirting and what not, and if he doesn't at least he is attracted to you. :) just don't worry about the number thing. most people don't ask for numbers ( i myself think it's a little old fashioned).
by the way the top one is adorable! :D