"Chair of Regret"

and once again, the almighty scanner made the chair slanted. *sigh* it cant be helped..

I have had a bad few days- though i tried to hide it. i am under alot of stress, and i guess i needed to vent. unfortunately, i did it in a harmful way..

This is my chair of regret. it has the most prominent lyrics for me. i feel, that if someone sits in the chair, it shows, from a different perspective, exactly what it is thats wrong, and it shows you if you are blowing it out of proportion.gives you a higher perspective, so to speak.

it has worked, as i am feeling slightly better after drawing it, but i was in two minds whether to post it or not. First of all, when i had finished drawing it, i had realised, though not purposefully, that it in fact is Cane in the chair. Cane is my alter ego, and a part of me. I dont know.. i guess it goes to show that it was acyually me needing to be sat there, but it was still unnerving.. and also.. i made my cane bleed... im sorry cane..
also- this is a very personal picture, so i was reluctant to post it. but- i figured it could help people that felt like me.

Not that it has any specific message, but it is a picture that can be interpreted in many ways.

either that- or you can just like the picture for its sheer strangeness. *laughs.*

if anybody had actually bothered to read all this, i thankyou for listening, and for your patience as i ranted and waffled my nonsense.

Sakura x