Why?

"You pathetic Mutt, why did you do this to me!? why do you make my heart race every time I see you... You made me weak.." Idaku fell to the ground crying in front of Sesshomaru, her crimson kimono collecting the loose dirt on the forest floor.>><br />
I am writing this story wit sesshy in it and was doodling with paint.... man, i can't draw...