About a boy

This is a piece about well I guess it's about my feelings. Which I am absolutely terrible at expressing! I don't know f you will be able to read the words on the back but I will write them out later on. The picture also represents how I feel. Not sure if you guys will get it. I don't think art should be explained. Anyhoo I hope you like it :3!
As per what I said! here is the text!
You have touched my heart in such a way that I get afraid for you to go, afraid for you to stay. For many years I let no one in. Not even close to the first of many layers that have built around my chest. I can't explain it and I'm not sure I want to or should. You mean more to me than I thought you would. As hard as I try to be strong I want you to say you want to be with me too. That somehow with the layers around your heart that I managed to get through. I feel dumb when I talk to you. Everything I say comes out wrong. I get mad as hell with myself. I am faulted, flawed and make mistakes but I am also beautiful, passionate and raw. I try to be myself when I am around you but it gets lost in a sea of careful steps. Steps that I walk so you will like me. Steps I avoid so you don't hate me. The hardest part about letting someone in is that they may not like what they see or take care of your heart the way it should be. The only way to know and find out is to open your heart. Take a chance. Take a leap of faith. Even though you may get scarred, hurt and want to run away, you will eventually experience something much more powerful. Once you do nothing else matters. So... Here I am open, vulnerable and ready for whatever may happen. I am as terrified as I am excited.