Grief Overcoming

i feel so bad for Mikki.... poor poor guy...

yeah.... thing is, ever since he became a demon, he never had any reason to cry. ever. all the negative emotions, whether they were of anger, hate, or grief, they just got battled up inside. and when he finally had a reason to grieve, he had so much stuff cooped up in there that he couldn't control it.......

me: so he relates to Shadow, in a way... aww, Mikki... I'm sorry... does he want a hug?

Mikenno: *very slightly, almost unnoticably, he nods*

Me: ohhhh mikki....... *almost glomps him, hugging him tightly*

me: *hugs him as well* I'm sorry... I'm so sorry...

Mikenno: *still too distressed to speak* *nods slightly*

Me: *hugs him tighter*

Me: it's ok, Mikenno....

Mikenno: *tries his best to smile at critic, then puts his arms around both critic and mish* t-thanks guys........

Me: *hugs him tighter* anytime, mikki....

me: lol. Don't CRUSH him, Mish...

*a cold hand rests itself on Mikenno's shoulder*

Mikenno: *freezes* e-eclipse? *turns his head back to look at the ghost* eclipse......

Me: *turns to look also* .... heya....

G. Eclipse: *smiles at Mikenno as if to say "it's alright"*

Me: eep! It is teh Ghost Eclipse!

Mikenno: *smiles* good to see you again, friend. how's it feel to be in the afterlife?

Me:usually i'd go "whaaa?" at that question,but...yeah. XP

G. Eclipse: *in his ghost gibberish* <I'm scared, Mikenno... I don't know what to do...>

Me: wha... what? What did he say?

Mikenno: he's scared. he doesnt know what to do.

Me: well... do you know?

Mikenno: i'm a demon, not a ghost. it wont be the same.....

Me: well that won't help...

G. Eclipse: <i... didn't want to forget you all... and now, I'm a memory myself... everything... everthing is so cold...>

Me: is he saying creepy ghost stuff?

Mikenno: ....he's a ghost because he wouldnt forget us. he says it's cold. heh. for demons, the world is a melting pot. always hot. one way we differ......

Me: explains why he's always so warm.......

Me: totally. It also explains why Ifrit from Final Fantasy is fire-based (not really)!

G. Eclipse: <why...?>

Me: ...da?

Mikenno: ghosts are cold. demons are warm. we are doomed to burn forever......... it is our punishment, especially for an escaped demon. fiends have it the worst......

Me: I'm sorry, Mikki... it must be like Global Warming at it's final hour for you...

G. Eclipse: <And you have to live with that forever? Ouch...>

Mikenno: yeah, its really unfortunate....... i think i'd rather be cold my entire afterlife than burn.......

Me: *sighs and recites*
Some say the world will end in fire;
Some say in ice.
From what I've tasted of desire
I hold with those who favor fire.
But if it had to perish twice,
I think I know enough of hate
To know that for destruction ice
Is also great
And would suffice.

G. Eclipse: <well, ok... I don't like that Lupe character, by the way... he makes me uncomfortable, and i feel like he's going to do something terrible...>

Me: huh?

Mikenno: i have a bad feeling about him too. i fear he may not be able to control condemned as well as you could.

Me: are we talking about lupe?

me: um... apparently?

G. Eclipse: <i saw. But, then again, i had almost no control myself before Sonic and the purifier. It could help.>

Mikenno: where will we find sonic? you know how he is, always on the move....

Me: oh so we speaky of sonic now?

Mikenno: the other pics need to find him.

Me: all..... bajillion of them...? O_O

G. Eclipse: <i can't believe he doesn't have some sort of cell phone...>

Mikenno: yeah, seriously, that hedgehog nees to carry a phone....

Me: pfft. he refuses to carry one. ever watched sonic x??

Mikenno: ............ unfortunately.

Me: -_-;;;

Me: ick. Don't get me STARTED on the first thing that was wrong about Sonic X; the NAME. It sounds like hentai.

G. Eclipse: <and then there was Chris Thorndyke...>

Me: OMG!! HE WAS SO ANNOYING!!! What with the "hi guys!!! lololololol!" and the "omg Sonic save my @$$ for the billionth time while i steal the limelight from you!" thing...

G. Eclipse: *nods in agreement*

Me: i only watch it because its the one of the only sonic-related things i can do, besides drawing and playing mario+sonic XD and because sonic has to endure torture in a few episodes XD

Mikenno: oh you mean when he had to go find that emerald in the ocean?

Me: YUP! lol crab got his tail XD

me: i lerv that part! And then Chris was like "oh wait, let's get professional stuff, lol!" and Sonic got all annoyed at him... XD

AND DARK SUPER SONIC.

Me: now THAT was the best part of thw whole SERIES. he's all like "*evil laugh* allright then. let's test them out!!!" and then he pwned teh robots in like, five seconds flat. it was AWESOME. i'm all like, OMFG YUS!!!!!

I KNUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!

too bad Dark Super Sonic only lasted 5 f***ing seconds. Eggman ruins everything...

Me: eggman must die. I KEEL HIM! although lightning twilly and acid might get to him first XD

meh: o rly? How iz dat?

G. Eclipse: <I've seen him... I even got to help Sonic put him in jail once... he had been released from the hospital early... It kind of made me upset when i remembered why he was in the hospital in the first place..>

Me: *thinks* i tried to understand a little of that... right... something about Sonic... and... a hospital... OH! And then he socked you in the face! XD

G. Eclipse: <yeah... he told me to stop blaming myself... i... i always had that problem...>

Me: well, lightning almost got tortured to death by him, twilly's after him cuz he tried to separate the daemons from her, and acid's after him cuz gerald's dead and egghead is his descendant so.... yeah.

G. Eclipse: <dang... you guys definetally have some revenge to get done...>

Me: yus.

Me: too right. acid's the most determined one though. Lightning managed to live through it, and his life's been practically unchanged except for that near-death experience. Twilight can never hold a grudge for very long, though the daemons werent very happy about it. Now acid's situation is very personal. his life was basically taken from him. he was just 16 too...... four freakin years of experimentation..... it certainly wasnt a very good experiecne for him. and being deemed a failure after all that torture didnt lift his spirits at ALL.

Me: yeowch... a painful four years, only to be told "oh hey, you suck, and all that crap was for nothing". I can imagine why he holds such a deep hatred... BUT WAIT!!!! *lightbulb goes ding* If he hated the Robotnik family so much, then how come he got to have that acid-green chaos emerald????

G. Eclipse: <plot hole...>

Me: he stole it ^^ oh and teh plot changed, it's a black emerald now ^^ im re-starting the fanfic, so... yeah. MIKKI'S GONNA BE IN IT!!! 8D

Mikenno: oh joy.

me: yay ^^ i liiiiiiieeeeeeeeeeeek Mikki............... <33333

G. Eclipse: <you creep me out>

Mikenno: ditto. though i AM flattered ^^

Me: -_-;;

Me: Is it just me, or did Mikkeno flinch...?

Ocarina: (hugz mikkeno) It'll be hard... (tears in eyes)

Me: (hugz Mikkeno also)

Me: oh... its Ghost Eclipse...

zuko: *is out of control* SEE!?!?!?!?!!?! THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I WAS TALKING ABOUT!!!!!!!!! ILL KILL HIM!!!!! ILL KILL, THAT-THATTHAT......MONSTER!!!!!!!!!! *goes perfect* SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!![/i][/u]

me: hes not taking his death too well

Me: mikenno didnt kill him!!! if thats what zuko's thinking.

Mikenno: *is so distressed, he can't even speak*

me: no hes talking about condemned

perfect: *goes on a rampage destroying everything* GRAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!!!!!!!!!

Mikenno: *suddendly composes himself and yells at zuko* CALM DOWN!!!!!

Me: wow that was sudden....

perfect: IM NOT ZUKO YOU IDIOT!!!!!!!!! IM A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT INDIVIDUAL IN PERFECT MODE!!!!!

me: O.O that was sudden

T_T so sad...but really good, Mishy ^^ keep up the great work!

thanks mishy (XD) i'm workin on it!! ^^

....*huggles Mikenno*Don't cry.It's 'K...I hope...

it's not... but thank for your concern ^^

YTDKHHGRSF You know it's something bad when a man cries. xD Great work.... Very emotional. =P

i know. i was drawing it at school and i almost started crying when i finished it at lunch. everyone looked at me weird..... thanks chloe

.....
You're gonna... freaking, uh, kill me for this, buutttt.....
I like Lupe better than Eclipse.

*gasp* as you say this to my FACE???? ....you're a brave child, you. i commend your bravery XD

Mikenno: *seems to hiccup, as if he had laughed while crying*

Me: dont worry, he dont. in any case, he'll be a more determined individual.

Ocarina: well miss ya Eclipse...

Mikenno: *tiny nod*

Me: we'll ALL miss him......

Raikou: Even though we never meet face to face..I'll avenge him....to the death!!!!! *turns into Daemon form and howls a sorrowful cry*

Mikenno: *looks up at her with his uncovered eye and stares sadly*

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