Abstruse

This is the creature that I thought up one day. ( I didnt really understand it at first, until i grew to understand it) ( People would look at it and say that they didnt understand it). So I though of a word that would best define the creature. At that moment i knew from then on it would be know as Abstruse. So for people are wonder why do I use the word so much (thats why). It defines me and the creature.