Butterflies

CAN SOMEONE COMFORT ME PLEASE??
I am now suffering because of this image. Let me explain ok?

This picture I started on 17th October. It is a request for somebody. I was drawing the character slowly, caring about all the details. I finished it today. I ACCIDENTALY SAVED THIS BIG IMAGE IN SMALL SIZE LEAVING NO REAL SIZE. frack THIS shoot. I can just say goodbye to all the details I worked on. It was meant to be printed as a poster. I am very angry and sad at the same time.

I submit this image because the size is still big enoguh to see everything. But please, do not criticize it, I think I am not ready for that. If you need do it on any other picture.

Thank you for reading this,
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