Save my Broken Soul

Ryu... She started out a normal Catholic girl named Emma... But at age nine she was diagnosed with depression. Her church and parents rejected and abandoned her, leaving her to mold into the being she is today.

This is from the roleplay. After everything that's happened because of her powers the depression she had thought she'd beaten, comes back hitting harder then ever. Even though she knows she needs him, she locks Anubis out. She doesn't want him to see the sad state she's in. She's scared, that if he found out about her problems, and her past, that he wouldn't love her anymore. So at the time she needs them most she pushes her friends away, so they don't learn of her past. She doesn't want anyone to see her cry. She hates showing weakness... But it hurt so much... She just left herself to cry alone, inflincting pain on herself to try to lessen the pain of her emotions, just like she had before.