Thanks for Inviting Me.

If I could make any one of my characters real, it would probably be Sighn, just because he just goddamn...he...sorry. I've gotten into a bit of a fight with my friend. Now I know why I don't like people drinking too much. It changes them. This is as close to a fight as we've ever had ever since we met each other again. It's...I don't understand. I'm still a little shaken by it and I...right now, I'd want him alive just to go and kill her in her sleep while she's still drunk. Maybe teach her a lesson...I know that's pretty severe, but...I guess the lesson here is that no matter how good of friends you have or are, you're still gonna have those moments where you feel completely alienated from them and completely alone and want to hate them for it. Being alone's all right though. I really don't mind it, but the way she talked about something, I thought...I still can't decide who's right. Probably her. {shrug} To make things worse, I've been sick lately and I feel even more terrible now...<br />
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When I drew this, I had in mind a meeting in Europe. Why Europe? Because in Europe when you take a table at a cafe, it's usually for a really important meeting, like of business or something of that nature. He's taking an assassination job. I love it. Oh yeah, don't worry, his hair really is supposed to be long, that's the way it looked when he was young...like really young, childhood young. LOL I wanted to see what grown-up Sighn would look like with it. SO...{shrug} <br />
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For some reason, Sighn sort of comforts me. I don't know. I think it might be because he's something I'll never be. I'm not all that outgoing and I wish I were. Sighn loves everything, not in the way you and I might, but he surely enjoys it all. You know, killing, stealing various things, drinking, partying. God, I love him. LOL {pats him on the head} And getting away with it all. MmmmmmmmMMMmmmmm. ^,-,^<br />
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{sigh} I feel a little better now. I still feel like my head's gonna loll forward and hit the desk hard and I feel kinda sick to my stomach. Holy Hell, this is weak!<br />
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All right, off to do a request. {waves}<br />
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THANKS FOR LOOKING!