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I JUST WANT TO DIE!

I JUST WANT TO DIE!

I JUST WANT TO DIE! by xNayamashiixDarklingx
I JUST WANT TO DIE! by xNayamashiixDarklingx

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Your defenses were on high
Your walls built deep inside
Yeah I'm a selfish bastard
But at least I'm not alone
My intentions never change
What I wanted stays the same
And I know what I should do
It's time to set myself on fire
Was it a dream?
Was it a dream?
Is this the only evidence that proves it
A photograph of you and I
Your reflection I've erased
Like a thousand burned out yesterdays
Believe me when I say goodbye forever
Is for good
Was it a dream?
Was it a dream?
Is this the only evidence that proves it
A photograph of you and I
Was it a dream?
Was it a dream?
Is this the only evidence that proves it
A photograph of you and I
(A photograph of you and I)
Was it a dream?
Was it a dream?
Is this the only evidence that proves it
A photograph of you and I
A photograph of you and I
A photograph of you and I... In love...


'Was It A Dream' by 30 Seconds to Mars

That song is the song I'd sing if Matt and I ever broke up...Guess what...We did...Stupid fracking @$$ reasons too. I don't want to talk about it. I will say that because of him and the reasons...I am afraid to pick up a pencil and blank sheet of paper...Its gonna be a while until I draw again. Yes I realized I fracked up on the lyrics on the picture...Forgive me...

Right now comes to the conclusion of the story I am writing about on Lunar's life...When Reno left her she went back home...She killed Xinaku so she wouldn't come back to life and she also killed the triplets that Xinaku gave birth on Tuesday, {7/3/7} she thought Xal didn't need the burden of taking care of three kids by himself. Then she got a pistol and shot herself with her last words: "...I Love You...Reno...I Love..." Then she dies and Shadow comes to her side to be surprised. End of story...Book 1 is done...Working on Book 2...{Yes Sarah...I still keep Shadow for reason}

Shocking is it not? That's what her right eye looks like...Scars from her very first son Vicktor, when he was possessed during the war and they were against each other...A poison was left on Lunar's face, hence the lil markings that look like scales...The squiggly lines around her eye is what happens when her eye isn't covered up...It creates sonic booms and an eerie noise that makes you bleed out of every opening until you die. It travels fracking far.

Anyways...Because of our breakup I was devastated and I went to my grandparents house...Instead of getting the gun I got a huge fracking knife and cut my wrists and chest...I bled but I'm fine...I just have them covered up and I think my mom...When she gets me alone is gonna ask me to show her...When that happens I won't be here anymore...I'll be in a Insane Asylum. I contacted my friend Ron who got scared shootless about me, he said when I texted him he hovered over his cell waiting for my replies. We talked over the phone until 3AM we had to hang up because he had to go to work and he needed his rest. But because of him I feel better...He once again saved my life...Same with my friend Kurssy, she's been there for me and I am more happy...Yet I bet when school starts she's gonna slap me.

RIP: Lunar Shinruka...Xinaku Shinruka...Triplets that had no names. You will be missed and loved.

{PS} For those who are still drawing a picture of Lunar for a request I asked...Plz keep drawing them. Except for you Sarah...Don't do the request I asked for LunarxReno or LunarxXal...I'll think of another...Eventually...

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Category Anime/Manga » - Original art » Characters (Female)
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Radioactive_froggy on July 8, 2007, 3:35:16 PM

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Radioactive_froggywell i know you dont want to talk about it but if i say one thing it must be this...what a jackass (and you know who it's directed to im sure) but anyway very emotional pic you can tell shes had a breakdown great job! oh and just to let you know i might not be able to comment on all your new pics cause im sitting in the middle of my street cause this is the only wifi hotspot i get anymore XD haha
music i suggest for a situation like this
A.F.I.- The Interview( if ya wanna relax)
A.F.I.- The leaving song pt II or Death of Seasons (if ya wana scream but yah hafta blast the leaving song)
or even Lost Profits - Rooftops
these help me out every once in a while ^^

xNayamashiixDarklingx on July 9, 2007, 11:17:41 AM

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xNayamashiixDarklingxHa thanks, I will listen to those songs when I go back to my Gparents house. Kick @$$ stero system so I can crank up ze volume.

Oh and its fine, I can understand that...Outside and all. LOL!

Radioactive_froggy on July 9, 2007, 4:10:13 PM

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Radioactive_froggyhaha im out here again XD i hafta watch naruto in my yard if i wanna watch it at all XD

xNayamashiixDarklingx on July 10, 2007, 12:41:17 PM

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xNayamashiixDarklingxWTF?! OMG! LOL!

SweetxinsanityxSarah on July 8, 2007, 2:32:58 PM

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SweetxinsanityxSarahDaww the poor triplets, I was going to get to them eventually but ive been so worn out lately xx
Also I kinda had a feeling you would keep mah wyvern, hes just too cute xP
And Im still drawing teh Xal and Lunar pic but its going to be a funneh one just to cheer ya up ^^

xNayamashiixDarklingx on July 9, 2007, 11:13:31 AM

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xNayamashiixDarklingx1: I will draw them if you want me too. Np there...Just give me some time...You know the feeling right?
2: Yeah, he is too kawaii!
3: Thanks, I know Im gonna love it. ^^