i really like morbid things, stuff about people dying,and being turtored. having their bodies blown up with body parts flying everywhere with blood splarting everything in sight. people think im really fucked up in the head because i like these things and because i can make everything so depressing. they also say im crazy because i think diffrently about normal things or things you shouldnt be thinking about. like the meaning of life, death, God and the Devil. i dont believe in God.i think the devil is God covered by lies. i want to cut someone open rip their heart out and hold it to feel it stop beating. so if you like the same things or people think your fucked up like me then please talk to me.

I was thinkinbg about posting somethings that i have written but i dont know if i should. most of them are about what made people think i was crazy. but if any one would like to see them just ask me. ill gladly show youone of them. please tell me what you all think.

Locked Deep Inside:

I'm a girl in a lonely world.
If you saw me now you would hurl.
Being tortured, skin so pale.
In my mouth, through my veins the taste of stale.

Dry bloody flacking skin
dripping with sin.
Soft bones and jelly body.
Limbs so weak and floppy.
Bruises and scars all over.
I look like a demented killer.

A deadly stare or gaze.
My knees, elbows and face are grazed.
one sight of me you'll be amazed
how bad one"one was person" can look.

Yellow stains my eyes.
How can i look dead but be alive?
All of my life is locked deep inside.

The End


please tell me what you honestly think.



if anything has made you think im crazy or insain then im sorry, im sorry im not gonna change for anyone! i like the way i am. i just hope you will. so tell me what you think about me.