you want to be a photographer?

UPDATE:
i feel like January James from the book i'm reading. she likes to talk to herself...sometimes outloud. and she has a super nummy egyptian boyfriend (although i don't even HAVE a boyfriend. i guess that makes me less like her).
well anyway here's your random pointless update since you read my DA journal XP
the subject of 'when i get older' came up again last night with my parents in the kitchen while i watched my mum bake this yummalicious cake. i had to break it to my dad that i decided NOT to have kids and only adopt for the unmpteenth time. they really don't get it! they just keep saying that they want little grandkids that look somewhat like me and it only makes me more and more determined NOT to have their little grandkids that have the same eyes, face, hair, etc. JEEZUMCROW don't they know reverse psychology?
anyway, i'm at a writing block i think. i'm not very happy when i write and i only find time to write at school and for some reason it's making me feel icky inside. that's weird huh? any suggestions?

your welcome ^_^ and would u like to be friends

random hellow and u have some awsome work ^_^

awsum art!!

so i'm just gonna keep giving you updates on me m'k? you don't have to respond if you don't like ^^

my Christmas was pretty good :) i got some books that i really really wanted and i'm SO happy about that! YAY. today (New Years Eve) we had a party and this guy thumb's uped me for watching Korean dramas! also he said that he went to India not too long ago (plus he had part of this bone on his foot sawed off so i got to see the afterworks when he was complaining about it and my nurse mum and another nurse that was over looked at it - it was SO narly!! it rocked!).

Amy, my Korean sister that we get to take care of for two months, is coming in TWO FREAKING DAYS! i'm SO telling you what she's like when she comes ^_^ i'm SO SO SO excited! my dad wants me to do a seach on Korean stuff just to get a little backround but i told him i already know enough ><

i saw Pan's Labyrinth last night (my first full rated R movie - not that i'm thrilled about seeing R movies...) and i REALLY enjoyed it :)

so what did you do for Christmas and New Years Eve? how's vacation? anything new?

guess what! my brother's school is having a group of Korean kids to come here and my mum finally agreed to house one ^_^ she'll stay in my room since i have like two beds and there's on me sleeping in there -.- plus, when the Korean girl comes, we get to go see Wicked and we get to take her to Disneyland!!! XD i'm so excited!!! a few days ago i finally finished drawing on one of my white lamps. i like it and my family says it's perdy cool :D i also went to my school's talent show to check out the competition for next year - it was SO much fun because my big sissy went with me!

but one of my really good friends likes this guy and one of my normal friends likes him too (plus like 10 other guys) and it's making my good friend angry because my normal friend is being very immature. she keeps jumping from druggy guy to messed up dude to desperate...other words i can't say. it's really aweful and i know it's going to get her into a lot of trouble but she's being stubborn and she won't listen to us. she giggles and lets it all pass.

my OTHER friend (like BEST friend) is having her two annoying cousins live with her...for the REST of their LIVES...she doesn't like them either so it sucks a lot. also my other friend is really depressed and is avoiding me because i make him very sad all of the time. i guess not EVERYTHING can be handy dandy all the time. but i can make the best out of thing ^_^

what about you? what have you been doing lately? i'm DYING to hear from you!

XD yay! well that's bad that you think you have no life - lately i've been thinking about how pointless life is, especially without God, but i'm being encouraged by my friends; my friends and family keep me alive :) i miss you getting on your compie!!! that's so cool that your sis is entering a beauty pageant! i'm doing good though. school's fun but the teachers suck XP last night i went to spend the night at my sis's college dorm after i went to Disneyland and her friends and i were sorta bored doing nothing so we decided to go to their homecoming dance that just happened to be last night XD it was SO much fun and i think i was the youngest person there :P so i'm really really progressing in my writing and i'm submitting in conests and trying to gain some sort of a writing backround for when i want to publish stories. life's good and i found a new church after we left my old one - the only thing worth mentioning that isn't handy dandy is that one of my friends isn't being very friendly or conciderate...ya that almost all.
i wish i could get you more sketch pads - no one should suffer from not having a sketch pad! :D modelling sounds cool! i want a job too...but i have a lot of home chores and i'm somewhat involved in activities and my nagging friends online who want every ounce of my attention (by the way, just so it's out in the open, i officially hate Instant Messaging for hours...it burns and SUCKS). basically i've been planning my future out :)