aska tissa takakshi

R.I.P..aska died January 22d 2007 at 8:47pm

so i wanted everyone to no i want this profile 2 be a memory of her thank u 4 everyone that made her feel spechail^^


i was there when she died i have another pro on here so i am gonna use this one 2 cause i remember all the laughs she had on here thank u again and in memory of aska i thank u all^^

every day u think the troubles r over
people say that there"fine' when u no there not
and u worry bout them over and over
but they don't see ur pain only there own annoyance

and i find that even no they no that ur right
they hide and they run away from the fight
they hide there fears and one day they will explode
and i will always be there 2 back them up

but here i cry now and wait 4 the end
for every living thing i hate
cause i no they won't tell me unless i am there
and that really hurts me ummm

and i wonder if they really no how much
.....they hurt me

how much i really do care
how much i no and can understand
cause i seemed 2be looked at and turned around
and this all hurts me

i wonder if they really no how much

..i hurt inside
how much they ....hurt me

as life is...it always changes

sometimes u walk threw life and u smile
sometimes u stop in the rain and cry
others you shake and howl in anger
all emotions scale around life

life can be great flying u by
but it can also drop u and wash u away
life can be given or taken
maybe even both on separate times but together

i have felt issued and saw great pain
my life has been ruff but i always got threw it
life has taken from me people i love
and still is...cause my love once are still dieing

it has shown me great pain watching someone
u no die inside or change or get hurt
it kills inside and...always will
so much that physical pain means nothing 2 me anymore

but i have also issued pain ...to the once who love me
i tend 2 hurt my self in different ways and..never do i
scream in pain..if i am in tears i wipe them away 2 help others
but that is y i hurt then not worrying bout my own pain

and in forth they worry for me..and i hate 2 see them sad
thou in my heart i only see them..and him
and i could care less what ever happened to me
as long as my friends and family are safe and free

i guess thats all i can do...and no i will never change
i am no angel...and i am not the perfect girl
i do my best..and give what i can
and i love with all i have...no matter the pain..

no matter whats up or down
thats is all i can say ...all i can do..just remember
everyone..in my mind...i am here for u
my friends...my family..my love..and my animals
remember i shale always love you

by jk

It's not over, never over

Bruises and cuts trail her bloody body,
Inhumanly actions hurt this little one,
Why feel so ashamed when this was not her fault?
Heros came and helped her escape.

Lying in bed wiping her tears away,
But even through all the pain
She smiled at her angels in the sweetest way,
Cause it's not over, never over she said.

I've been through worse,
I'll smile for__ever my deer friends
Even no I hurt inside never will I allow it to
Take me down__ to the other side__

I've been through worse so I'll
Stand strong for you my angels.
I'll forget about my pain for you
It's not over, never over I said.

I may hurt but I'll always heal,
Cause my angels...
Bruises fade away scars fold over.
My eyes will shine again,
Because it's not over, never is it over.

By JK


over and under is were u find ur dreams respect that love will come 4 thee work at it keep it up and i no i will smile a pone u love is joy and joy is love take my hand young once and i will lead u 2 smile^^

Mi corazon esta lentamente rompido pero
re-curado eso me ase mas fuerte?O ni fuerte ni debil?

something i need to let out


side note thou i want 2 make a special thank u 2 Krystal cause she never pushed anything and cheers me up^^
i love u krysty-chan and always will remember that and anyone hurt her will die painfully