Chapter 1 - Toxic
Submitted October 31, 2014 Updated October 31, 2014 Status Complete | This is a poem I wrote not long ago. It stemmed from getting cheated on. It's amazing how other people's actions can affect you...I felt like garbage about myself for a while (still do) and completely self destructed with no confidence. Anyways enjoy ^.^
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Chapter 1 - Toxic
Chapter 1 - Toxic
Toxic
you're like a poison that lingers within, trying so very hard to win,
you rot and decay all that's beautiful when it feels your touch,
have you ever stopped to this maybe this is too much?
self-control in you in non-existent, trying to make up for what you lack by being persistent,
you mimic love and integrity the things you lack most, nothing more than a parasitic host,
facebook, twitter and youtube are venues you try to earn respect,
something you know nothing of but you haven't realized that yet,
in the end you will find, even surrounded you're alone all the time,
you're a fake and a whore, nothing less and nothing more,
what you do onto others is eventually brought back to you,
it is not with hope but certainty I know my words ring true, in the end your venom as potent as it is,
cannot penetrate his heart as his is mine as mine is his, so crawl back into your own head,
a place full of fears and where feelings for anyone but yourself are dead,
a place where you bask in your own fantasy world,
where all your hate and negativity is gathered and curled,
only to surface with a beating heart and warmth again,
to try to lure another unsuspecting victim into thinking you're a friend,
you can only mimic and imitate so long, before you realize you're terribly wrong,
the hurt and pain you inflicted, is nothing short of damned and wicked,
your poisonous venom maybe strong, but in our hearts it doesn't belong,
so with this I close a chapter in my life, moving forward to be a wonderful mother and wife,
leaving you and your temporary stay, a bad memory that will now be locked away,
I know for your venom to poison you have to be let in,
we have love and strength that's why you'll never win,
I have let myself become paralyzed with fear, but because of you there will not be another shed tear,
there's far more good in the world and happiness to see,
much more positive energy than you'll be,
the love and warmth I embrace you'll never feel, you're too far gone to ever repair or heal,
you'll continue to manipulate and carry on your toxic way,
ruining what's pure and too weak to keep your toxicity at bay,
your rants about how you're depressed or alone, are things you caused all on your own,
before closing another thing I would like for you to hear me say,
your life of lies and cheating is not a game normal people play,
you're deceitful and ugly inside and out,
what it's like to be beautiful you have no inkling about,
I'm now free of your poison and free of your grasp,
I'm better than you there's no way you could last,
you thought you could win him and ruin us, but I'm the one he loves and the one he trusts,
retreat back to your facebook desperately seeking attention,
for yours is a name that's no longer worth a mention,
one day you'll tangle in your own web of destruction,
on that day you'll see you are your only obstruction,
the next time you look in a mirror I hope your true self is reflect,
that it is to your own ugliness you are subjected,
I hope that on that day if you are capable you cry,
and you realize negativity, darkness and hate are your only lullaby,
my words to you have finally been spoken, now I hope your heart is the one that's been broken.
you're like a poison that lingers within, trying so very hard to win,
you rot and decay all that's beautiful when it feels your touch,
have you ever stopped to this maybe this is too much?
self-control in you in non-existent, trying to make up for what you lack by being persistent,
you mimic love and integrity the things you lack most, nothing more than a parasitic host,
facebook, twitter and youtube are venues you try to earn respect,
something you know nothing of but you haven't realized that yet,
in the end you will find, even surrounded you're alone all the time,
you're a fake and a whore, nothing less and nothing more,
what you do onto others is eventually brought back to you,
it is not with hope but certainty I know my words ring true, in the end your venom as potent as it is,
cannot penetrate his heart as his is mine as mine is his, so crawl back into your own head,
a place full of fears and where feelings for anyone but yourself are dead,
a place where you bask in your own fantasy world,
where all your hate and negativity is gathered and curled,
only to surface with a beating heart and warmth again,
to try to lure another unsuspecting victim into thinking you're a friend,
you can only mimic and imitate so long, before you realize you're terribly wrong,
the hurt and pain you inflicted, is nothing short of damned and wicked,
your poisonous venom maybe strong, but in our hearts it doesn't belong,
so with this I close a chapter in my life, moving forward to be a wonderful mother and wife,
leaving you and your temporary stay, a bad memory that will now be locked away,
I know for your venom to poison you have to be let in,
we have love and strength that's why you'll never win,
I have let myself become paralyzed with fear, but because of you there will not be another shed tear,
there's far more good in the world and happiness to see,
much more positive energy than you'll be,
the love and warmth I embrace you'll never feel, you're too far gone to ever repair or heal,
you'll continue to manipulate and carry on your toxic way,
ruining what's pure and too weak to keep your toxicity at bay,
your rants about how you're depressed or alone, are things you caused all on your own,
before closing another thing I would like for you to hear me say,
your life of lies and cheating is not a game normal people play,
you're deceitful and ugly inside and out,
what it's like to be beautiful you have no inkling about,
I'm now free of your poison and free of your grasp,
I'm better than you there's no way you could last,
you thought you could win him and ruin us, but I'm the one he loves and the one he trusts,
retreat back to your facebook desperately seeking attention,
for yours is a name that's no longer worth a mention,
one day you'll tangle in your own web of destruction,
on that day you'll see you are your only obstruction,
the next time you look in a mirror I hope your true self is reflect,
that it is to your own ugliness you are subjected,
I hope that on that day if you are capable you cry,
and you realize negativity, darkness and hate are your only lullaby,
my words to you have finally been spoken, now I hope your heart is the one that's been broken.
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