Chapter 1 - Is this me

Am I pain?
Am I not?
It’s been so long
I’ve forgot
It hurts
But is it home?
The only place
that I know?
I won’t forget
But I’ve forgotten
Am I healed?
Or am I rotten?
Do I know what happiness is?
Am I a shell of what I’ve been?
It’s hard to tell
It’s been so long
Sense nothing has been wrong
Always fighting
Now it’s gone
The lie
I believed for so long
A perfection I create
It’s everything I lack
A lie I tell myself
But I fight back
It’s hard to tell
Am I me?
Or am I still trying
For what I can’t be?
I don’t know what I feel
Is this even real?
Or another lie
I tell myself?
Why can’t it be
The truth itself?
They feed me lies
Like fuel
Can this be me?
Or is it cruel?

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