I'm losing my Bff because I made a dumb mistake, it was a stupid joke and all and something happened, and I just got mad because of how someone else was saying it, because I didn't really know them that well and all, and it sounded like they were serious, so it made me mad, then the whole fight thing, and now she doesn't want to be friends anymore...because I screwed up really bad, I completely understand where she's coming from,..I'm a total loser jerk...I'm sorry*hug*..no she didn't say that to me, but it's what I feel like after what happened...she was just joking....sorry I'm just rambling now...