update

ijust feel like i should give an update about what is going on. a lot of changes have happened so i should probably tell.

my computer broke. T.T
i swear it's not from porn! (i think...)
it's gotten a super bad virus and i can't use it because it completely fracked up the mother-board. :( it's really depressing because i actually really need it now for school.

and since i had been having that month long art-block, it went away! and now i can't even upload the new stuff i have been working on (i've been drawing my new realistic/cartoony style, and more pinup stuff. :)

i'm thinking as long as i don't use the internet, i can still use the art programs i have on there so i can still color digitally and use my scanner. i just need to steal a damn flash drive from my dad. D:> this sucks lol.

but other then that i have been feeling better life wise.
i start drivers ed in a week and a half. (i know...i'm almost 18 but i'm working on it lol) so after i get my liscence i can get a job too. :D then i won't feel like such a bum.

i'm still debating about college though.
i think i'm going to get my basics done at a communty college(2 year school) since my parents are moving to the bigger city and i can just go with them. then i will transfer later to do whatever i want to major and minor in.

i wanted to start commissions whenever i turn 18, but this looks like it will be impossible since i won't have a computer. :( i'll ask for a laptop for graduation so maybe i will get it then haha.