Its Been Quite A While
Blog Entry: Its Been Quite A While
Blog Entry: Its Been Quite A While
Posted by: BiohazardousBrat
Posted: July 10, 2011, 12:36:29 PM
Mood: Accomplished
Eating: Cinnamon Muffin.
Drinking: Water.
Listening To: The Ones by Asthetic Perfection.
Posted: July 10, 2011, 12:36:29 PM
Mood: Accomplished
Eating: Cinnamon Muffin.
Drinking: Water.
Listening To: The Ones by Asthetic Perfection.
My, my, my...
I can't remember the last time I set foot onto this website with the intention to stay. Its been so long ago...about five years or so, maybe? I'm not quite sure, to be honest. Most of you more than likely aren't going to remember me, because I'm nothing like I was when I first set foot here. I'm not the whiny, sniveling, desperate-for-attention little brat that I was so long ago. I'm a much more mature brat now. A brat open to critique, open to ideas that would make 'normal' people cringe...if there is such a thing as normal people anymore. And I'm inclined to believe that there is not.
I'm not the same as I was before, and neither is this website, from the looks of things. I remember a time where the layout was white instead of gray, and the site mascot looked much different than it does now. I remember a time where dozens upon dozens of people came online, talking to each other, posting their artwork up for the world to see. Now this place is almost completely empty...barren of users. And what happened to cause this change, I wonder?
Seems like most of them, myself included, turned to deviantART. And those on deviantART seem to be turning to tumblr. I guess that's just how things go. I'm not the only one who grew up.
This place is so different, so why did I come back? Simple. To prove that I'm not afraid. This place affected my life greatly, once. It affected my life for the worst, made me into the computer addict I am today...made my life a living hell, even.
But I'm a big girl now. I can handle the trolls, the lifeless idiots who think that the entire universe is centered around them and them alone. I have seen the seedy underbelly of the internet, and you know what? Do you know what?
I'm not afraid of what I've seen.
...I'm back.
And I'm not going anywhere.
I can't remember the last time I set foot onto this website with the intention to stay. Its been so long ago...about five years or so, maybe? I'm not quite sure, to be honest. Most of you more than likely aren't going to remember me, because I'm nothing like I was when I first set foot here. I'm not the whiny, sniveling, desperate-for-attention little brat that I was so long ago. I'm a much more mature brat now. A brat open to critique, open to ideas that would make 'normal' people cringe...if there is such a thing as normal people anymore. And I'm inclined to believe that there is not.
I'm not the same as I was before, and neither is this website, from the looks of things. I remember a time where the layout was white instead of gray, and the site mascot looked much different than it does now. I remember a time where dozens upon dozens of people came online, talking to each other, posting their artwork up for the world to see. Now this place is almost completely empty...barren of users. And what happened to cause this change, I wonder?
Seems like most of them, myself included, turned to deviantART. And those on deviantART seem to be turning to tumblr. I guess that's just how things go. I'm not the only one who grew up.
This place is so different, so why did I come back? Simple. To prove that I'm not afraid. This place affected my life greatly, once. It affected my life for the worst, made me into the computer addict I am today...made my life a living hell, even.
But I'm a big girl now. I can handle the trolls, the lifeless idiots who think that the entire universe is centered around them and them alone. I have seen the seedy underbelly of the internet, and you know what? Do you know what?
I'm not afraid of what I've seen.
...I'm back.
And I'm not going anywhere.