Updating blog... >_<

ugh I'm so sick and freaking tired of this i could shoot some1.
its like omg not nuff drama lets make maor 8D
*all my freinds* ".. we obey you S.. we follow in your tracks"

O____o.....

Mleep.
mleep.
mleeep
mleeeeeeeeeeepppppppppppppp
so basicly its like one of those things like "OMG ONLY I CAN SUFFER"

and I'm freakin gonna kill somebody. ok so anyway aside from S's problems

I got up at seven today wish i hadn't because I'm just really tired and pissed off, and lemme tell ya it doesn't help when u get up and theres no brush in the back bathroom just cause god must punish thee DX

and then somebody is always in the front 1 always. today it was my little sister who is always happy and in a good mood no matter what, which today, pisses me off =/

but probably i shouldn't of played that game last night cus firstly i was ALREADY pissed off that day because i crashed in the middle of the goddamn road in front of someone on my bike and then i had a headache all the rest of that day. srsly it was from the night b4 to yesterday night.
and it hurt like frack and just came back......
anyway pills don't work they r a lie.
then my stomach started to hurt when i tried to watch tv, then i felt like i was gonna puke.
so i tried to play the most dramatic game ever when i was already pissed off plus had a headache.

so it was not a good idea because i probably snapped at all my freinds and now they wont talk to me today >_>...
now I got up and it is fracking freezing here even though I'm wearing like my biggest sweater but my hair is wet its almost nine A.M I have NO WISH to keep doing algebra, and I probably wont have much energy to go work out today so mleeeeeh!!!
its just i got on and there was friggin somehow more drama after the last 2 episodes she already had but THATS NEVER ENOUGH!!! JESUS!!!!! ITS NOT OK JUST TO HAVE A BOYFREIND AND KEEP IT STABLE AND UNDRAMATIC NUUUUU!!! SHE HAS TO HAVE HIM ON A frackING ROLLER COASTER RIDE!!!
D:<


fine fine... I'm chill..

then i talked to this other dude and got all pissed off at HIM for absolutely NO REASOn because he didn't even say anything offensive to me or anything i was just mad as hell right then.
damnit i meant to ask him about something 2 DX
=/
and now my mom has yelled at me for "taking out my anger on other people" because i said i didn't want eggs and i can hear them talking about me in the kitchen they think they are keeping thier voices down but they aren't =)

i dont care whatever I dont have to be happy if i don't want to be happy. I'm just waiting for IQ to hurri up and send me stuff i need so i can work ^^

pls pls hurry I'm not good at catching up.
=(

ok so maybe I'll just sit in my room and like do nothing all day today because its better then blowing up at anybody who suggests school. ><

ok I am thinking of happy things. puppies and rainbows and trust. puppies and rainbows and trust.
i trust everybody. yep.

i did not want eggs today because i felt sick so yeah i dunno if thats breaking the law but...
yeah.

rather would not catch the flu today god. thank you for your holy guidance and punishment. =/

ok so if i catch the flu its my fault. ALL MY FAULT....if my bf dissapeared forever again its my fault because i did a terrible job of being a gf. all my fault.
I rlly do suck at it i guess lol
ewie theres something in my finger skin DX eeeeewww
ok that was nasty. lol
anyways yeaaah... i feel like there was one more thing I'm supposed to say or something...... freezing cold freaking house...... uhhh

... u kno wut?
mleep.
thank you for listening everybody goodnight!!!