I'm a gutless flipflopper.....

Why do I call myself that? I can't stand up for myself. There's these 2 students in my P.E. class who, I guess, pick on me. Not the kick and tease way, a diffrent way I'll explain in the next few sentences, with why they sorta pick on me. When we go outside on some days, I walk over to the tetherball court we have. Sometimes I get there first, sometimes I don't, but days I do get there first, one thing always happens. A girl named Anna*, who's friends with one of my other friends, Shelby*, comes over and takes the ball. She asks to see the ball, but before I can protest, she takes the ball from me. I start to protest after that, where I get a little upset about it( you wouldn't like that happening to you either, would you?), but my nature prevents me from turning it into an argument. So I usually just wait my turn. And the other thing happened today. We were playing baseball , and I was at second base, while the other team was hitting. So, as I'm standing there, a boy named James* walked up and said that he wanted that base. And of course, it was during game time, not change out time. So I start to protest again, but he didn't listen to a word I said. He just sorta walked where I had been standing previously, and I have to go to outfield, since again, my nature prevents me. If it sounds like I'm complaining, I'm sorry. I just have to get it off my chest. And I believe James* did it earlier in the year when we were playing kickball. I don't know why people are mean to me. I just don't. I guess this is kinda how Rachael-chan feels when others do this to her at her school........






* not real name