Need to write

Urgh! I haven't written in my notebook for a month! I'm waaaaaaay too obsessed with my little gay couples to even bother with boy and girl. ZADR is my gay couple I have fallen in love with. I remember when I was six and Invader Zim came out. Yeah, I would have gotten sick if Dib and Zim really were in love. But I was banned from IZ because I would go around school saying stuff like, "I'm going to destroy you all!" or "I will rule the world!". You know, a six year old going around saying stuff like that is bad, bad. Especially after 9/11 :3 Ah, I'm still like that. I'm going to be seeing a counselor soon. :) No, I'm not proud; just some people need to send me for help to understand that there is nothing wrong with me. And I'll do anything to let people know that I'm fine. Just a little...obsessed with Invader Zim since I was younger. Anyways, if I write right now, Carl won't love Stella anymore, and I'll make him and Adam have a ghey buttsecks scene instead. O_O Yeah...twisted fourteen year old mind in my skull right now. Maybe...no! NEVER! Why did I even let that thought cross my mind?! Urgh, 14 year olds aren't supposed to be this twisted. Okay, well off I go to cram my head with useless shiz to prepare myself for the upcoming finals *shoots self in head*. And maybe some Pringles? Yum...Pringles. I like the salt and vinegar ones. They make me smile. Which makes me wonder what my parental units are up to? I can't call them my "parents" when they're not. I have my mom, my half sisters, my step-sisters, my step-dad, and my cat. Only he's not my step-dad per-se, he's the guy who is the father of my kid sisters, who lives with us, has no job, doesn't go to school, and expects me to STILL do all the cleaning, but he won't let me do anything fun whatsoever, and he's not married to my mom (thank the Lord!). Wait...I don't believe in God xD