So...freakin...SCARY...D:

heeeeellllloooo pplz.

I had one frikin' scary occurence happen a month ago i forgot about. I may now know what it feels like to be dead. i'm REALLY serious. i had this one dream, but it didn't feel like a dream, it felt like it was real. Here's what happened in my dream:

I was standing in the middle of a misty graveyard, alone.
I looked at my arm, and there were stitches on it, for
some reason, and then i was thinking, "wtf???" I touched
a gravestone, but I couldn't feel it. I couldn't feel
myself walking, I couldn't taste anything, I couldn't
smell anything, but I could see, but only in black and
white. I sort of had a puzzled look on my face, and suddenly
when I was about to say I'm dead I woke up. And the even
scarier thing was when i woke up, for a brief second everything
was still black and white. D: That's scary.

You know, that sometimes makes me wonder if there was someone who
was me, died, and now I am seeing her deaths in my dreams, considering
I have had MANY nightmares of myself dying in different situations.
Do I have a second person of me who used to exist? Or am i crazy? you tell me.

Also, who's to say we are all not dreaming right now? Who's to say the second we are born we die, live our whole life in a dream, and when you die there you now walk the face of the real earth??? Who's to say when we dream we are in real life and when we live it's just a dream? Think about it. There are so many questions to be answered but never will be. Like, before the "Big Bang" that expanded the universe, what surrounded the universe? I am so confused, so tell me, do you believe what i say? it could be true. we will never know.