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Writing blogs again.

Blog Entry: Writing blogs again.

Blog Entry: Writing blogs again.
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Posted by: flying_Jone
Posted: February 24, 2009, 8:19:28 AM
Mood: Tired, hungry...tired.
Eating: dinner, soon.
Drinking: strawberry smoothie.
Currently: MSN, Fanart.
Listening To: The tv.
Hello again.

Somebody wanted me to start writing blogs again, soo..I will try.
A long time has passed since last time I wrote.. And ALOT happened.
(BTW, just to get over with it I must say my keyboard is kinda fracked. the
space button fell off so im writing kinda slow and some of the sentences may
not make sence because of too much or too little space between the words.)

Well, where to start?
As you can tell, I broke up with Robert. It was for the best.. the distance
were too big and i didnt see him that often.. and that made me feel like I
wanted to have somebody around me all the time..Something that made me "looking" at other boys.
That's when the boy that now is my boyfriend, came into my life...Again.
Oh yeah, he had been there before -.-'
I think it was 2006 I got to know him. I knew his good friend, Mathias, very
well back then. and one day he came ringing my doorbell, Janis, the boy,
stood there too beside him. looking at one point all the time.
he was very shy, but afterwards when we got to know eachother better, he was'nt
shy anymore, he was actually kind of a badboy..xD
Bad, as in mean. mean to me and my best friend Marlen xD

Then there was a period we didnt talk at all.. I think it was some place early
in 2008. but late in the summerbreak that year, we kinda had a summerflirt or
something.. because he wasnt the bad guy I had known all the time anymore.
he was a very nice boy.. a whole new personality..in a way.
thats what I fell in love with. Here comes the stuff that was very confusing for
me... the day after, he didnt want to see me or anything.. all he said was
"cry me a river". and after that we didnt talk...
I was very sad.. but I guess i forgot about it after a while..
actually, early in October, we went to see a movie together. and it showed
itself that he was still in love with me..
after the movie, we went home to my house, and we were all alone because my mom
and dad were out for a party.. it was about 1-2 hours after midnight..
And then he actually told me. right up in my face. he said.
"hey you.. I like you... alot.."
it was so cute.. and I was happy to hear that.. even tho I still had Robert.
Robert wasn't there with me. never. only 6-7 times a year..
Well, it IS in the word.. being "Together". we were not together. we were apart.
thats why this happened. I Kissed Janis that night, me made out.
after some meeting with him after that day..it all continued... over and over.
every day.. I decided to tell Robert, and break up with him.. it was for the best..
I broke up with him. late november. it was sad inthe beginning, and I kinda
missed him. I got over him pretty fast actually...
I and Janis became a couple the 4th of december...gawhd I love that guy <3
Thehe.. well I understood I had done the right thing breaking up with Robert, but I also understand I should have done it before the kissing with janis part.
His real name is Jan Øyvind btw ^^ Very cute...
I guess im going to write more later, im getting company here soon.
Janis..xD