Poetry/Song thingy FAiL!

I wrote this for Nat a while back when he died.

I remembered the time you first said "ello 8D"
And said to myself "This can't be so,
The one who saved me from that knife,
couldn't have taken his own life"

Little did I know I was wrong,
and yes, you were really gone.
You didn't think that I loved you.
But I loved you more than you ever knew...
And I still do.
Oh, why did you have to go?
I wish that I never came to know...

I love you more than words could say,
and this love grows every day,
even though you're dead,
Things that you said
Repeat through my head.

All those memories make me smile,
I wish you could've stayed for a little while
Longer
I thought you were stronger...

If you had made it through that night,
It would've been a brighter day...
Now, my whole world's turned gray.

Now every time I go to bed,
I think of this and that
But right before I fall asleep
I whisper your name
Nat...

This fails miserably....Ugh =_=