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I can't carry that weight...

I can't carry that weight...

I can't carry that weight... by Bin-chan
I can't carry that weight... by Bin-chan


for the past two weeks... ive ugh... i've had a lot of personal issues with myself and meds. i'm on have a side effect of depression. i first sketched this piece out on an miserable regular school thrusday... i fell down in the hallway after one of my mods, real late to class... and dropped all my books. to think of it now... i really wish i could just sit here like i sit in this drawing. because with as lonely as i feel... ugh... nothing seems to help. i'll get a burst of happiness- come up with a new art piece. and then being bymyself just gets me back in that blue. i guess i also just want to talk to joe.. just like tell him everything. i haven't seen him in a week... let alone have any private time going on two. i guess it's why i've got so much to post now- i've been doing nothing but drawing... and waiting around.<br />
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to sum it up this piece is a result of my overflowing emotions for the month that i just can't handle.<br />
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i guess... we are all capable of sadness.<br />
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(oh and the lyrics on the drawing "...I'm weary of eyes upon my scars..." is from the song -Here in my Room- by Incubus.)<br />
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::::Supplies Used:::: sketched in .5mm lead mechanical pencil, inking done in Staedtler .1, .3, .5, & .7 pigment liners, along with thin tipped sharpie markers, Colored in Prisma colored pencils, blended with white and colorless blender and blending stick.<br />
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::::Time Taken:::: period of 5 days, about 3 hours<br />
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Bin and Original Artwork (c) Robin Joos 2005

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sesshy4189 on February 5, 2007, 4:19:16 AM

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sesshy4189wow thats amazing, you really captured the sadnees of the piece, its really good.

WitheredWings on July 19, 2006, 12:15:14 PM

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WitheredWingsIt's really good. I wish I could draw like that. You are a great artist!

Rose_Of_Blood on January 13, 2006, 6:06:43 AM

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Rose_Of_Bloodhey I know how you feel, I feel like my meds that I am supposed to take make me feel sadder then when I don't have them, even though I have many times have I wished to just sit there in the hall lets just say to many to count, but don't give up, have strength and continue on.

emereldstone on August 31, 2005, 12:34:42 AM

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emereldstonehey hang in there, meds are quite evil but they do help. Great Pic by the way

gohstann on August 29, 2005, 1:17:30 PM

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gohstannWant to refrase somthing... I sometimes fill like falling and lettting life pass me by not have it stop...Well ya I also wanted to say agen I rilly ike this picter. *faves*

gohstann on August 28, 2005, 4:58:54 AM

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gohstannMan I know how you fill there are times I wish i couled just fall were i stand and have life just stop. The picter is rilly well it shows me some one whose over welmed and fills alone... wow it sounds like me. (I have dapresion and its not fun, so this picter fits me.)

AJay-the-Pyro on July 2, 2005, 5:49:42 AM

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AJay-the-Pyrogod, meds suck, dont they? every now and then i have to take what i like to call tranquillizers.[sp?] i hope you feel better soon.

CodLiverOil27 on May 9, 2005, 2:40:39 PM

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CodLiverOil27the drawing is wonderful, i love you style, very clean.

sorry you're feeling down...:(

kai_hiwatari22 on March 30, 2005, 12:36:53 PM

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kai_hiwatari22i feel with you!! i feel depressed all the time!...mainly cuz i was badly hurt last year and i am constantly bullied... check out this site just for the hell fo it
go to the friends topic..(its not related to the topic i still have to change it)

dangerouswhenbored on March 1, 2005, 4:49:40 AM

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dangerouswhenboredsorry to hear about your struggles...
seems the best art comes from pain, sadly...
are you a big incubus fan?
i find they always have relevant lyrics for my feelings.
hope everything looks up soon for you