Artistic Outlet No. 1
Artistic Outlet No. 1
Artistic Outlet No. 1 by Demonspite
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Okay, sooo... I may have to go to summer school starting tomorrow, and I'm REALLY pissed off about it. That's the origin of the line written in aqua.<br />
The whole "outlet" thing started in about 9th. grade when I finally agreed that I probably shouldn't beat up people just 'cuz I was having a bad day, no matter how bad said day was. And so I'd just start drawing a really bloody angsty pic depicting my resentment of the world to calm myself down. And since it worked, I would add on to it later (I officially decided that I would ONLY work on these when I got mad, since I'd screw it up if I tried to finish it while I was calm.)<br />
Well, due to this, it generally takes me weeks on end to "finish" an outlet pic, and I rarely even add to them during Summer.<br />
(Oh, and yes, that heart IS painted in blood.)
The whole "outlet" thing started in about 9th. grade when I finally agreed that I probably shouldn't beat up people just 'cuz I was having a bad day, no matter how bad said day was. And so I'd just start drawing a really bloody angsty pic depicting my resentment of the world to calm myself down. And since it worked, I would add on to it later (I officially decided that I would ONLY work on these when I got mad, since I'd screw it up if I tried to finish it while I was calm.)<br />
Well, due to this, it generally takes me weeks on end to "finish" an outlet pic, and I rarely even add to them during Summer.<br />
(Oh, and yes, that heart IS painted in blood.)
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Delayed_Reaction on January 17, 2006, 10:20:17 AM
Heh, yup. My mum sucks too...she sent me to the psychiatrist at school casue I wasn't talking to her, then she screamed at me...heh, I'm 12m wat does she think I am?ShadowTheHedgehodsGurl on January 1, 2006, 7:49:46 AM
i kno how u feel........and im being sent to the school councler for that and she thinks i need professional help DeAtH_fIrE on October 18, 2005, 8:21:03 AM
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i've been there so i gave up and jus lock miself in mi room and blare music whenever ppl try and talk to me. it seems to be working fine.FLCL003 on September 23, 2005, 12:51:23 AM
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that is quit sad.. i think i understand how u feel... its not a good feeling.. and its like no matter what u do things dont get better.. ur friend's cant help and no one understands.. so ur left with nothing.. yea.. i get that feeling all the time..Neko_Amber on June 28, 2005, 1:51:41 AM
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woooooooooooooooow... that is very unhappy. i know how you feel tho, i often draw bloody gorey pics when i'm mad... i've never beaten any one up over a bad day... well i take that back i haven't beaten any one up in a while from a bad day but i have screamed and yelled and banged my head into a wall... the school keeps trying to send me to a bunch of counslers but i refuse... the schools ones don't even want to deal with me any more. they too wanted to send me to summer school but i passed with like a 64.7 so a bunch of grades just rounded up to passing, boy the school sure was mad about that. any way like i said i know how you feel specially most of the lines on the pic specially "not weird just different" part. ah well, keep up the good work!