Chapter 1 - Leaving me

Leaving me
By: BloodandChocolate
Song : 10,000 Miles
Artist : Mary Chaplin Carpenter

Fare thee well
My Own True Love …

I watch you walk away from me, My heart has just been shattered, and you just left me here to pick up all of the pieces. I know that you don’t want to leave me, but what can you do? No one supported us, all they did was condemn us… and look what happened….you have to leave me. You are leaving out of my life and far away I wish that this could change

Farewell for awhile
Im going away
But Ill be back
Though I go 10,000 miles …

You turn around to face me one last time, and my eyes widened in horror as a car drives up and a guy leans out the window, he has a gun. I know his face … I trusted that face and now I watch as my mouth opens and I let out a scream, your head snaps to the side as you await the pain. The guy smirks and then pulls back the trigger and a bullet whizzes and then your body jerks back, your arms open wide and you fall back, your legs shut down and wont support you.

10,000 miles
My own True Love
10,000 miles or more …

My Body seems to stay frozen to the spot, finally I react as my body runs towards you, my mind numb from the shock. Blackened Tears of sadness stream down my face, I kneel next to you, I hold you in my arms, I am screaming and crying. The pain is too intense for words.

The rocks may melt
And the seas may burn
If I should not return…

Your blood is on me, dyeing my once white shirt red, staining my innocence . You look up at me, the light fading from your eyes as you struggle but fight, just to tell me these last words
“ Do not cry for me, I will always be there for you, you were my guardian angel, you had brought me to the light, I love you forever and always”, his voice used to be so strong and deep, like a rich deep baritone, but now is soft and laced with pain and determination.

Oh don’t you see
That lonesome dove
Sitting on an ivory tree
Shes weeping for her own true love
As I weep for mine …

I just cry harder, hugging you to me, my mind hysterical as I cry out because of the pain I feel, and I feel all the hope leave my heart. You give me a small smile at seeing my face, you reach your hand up and wipe the tears from my face, and some land on your face. You close your eyes as you draw your last breath. Your perfect lips, curved into a small smile still, I cry but calm down slightly, I lean down and give you a last kiss, a whimper escapes my lips. There is nothing that I can do. My heart finally shatters completely, I cannot love another, for you captured my heart and left me here with only a whisper of you. I lay next to you, my arms around you, my head on your chest. The same way that we used to be. I then pull out the knife you always made me carry for protection and I cut up my vein, watching the blood trickle down my arm, like a form of art, it looks so beautiful and calming. I then close my eyes and fall into a fitful sleep, never to be awakened again, I press closer to your fading warmth and surround myself in your esscence and love. The way that we used to be.

Oh come ye back
My own true love
If I had a friend
All on this earth
You’ve been a friend to me.

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