Chapter 1 - Dear Mum or Dad

Dear mum and dad[br]

Dear mum and dad,[br]
I guess you were right,[br]
How I’m not that pretty,[br]
Or not that bright,[br]
But don’t know,[br]
How I feel inside,[br]
Each cut that I make,[br]
How I’m trying to hide.[br]
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Dear mum and dad,[br]
As your lying in bed,[br]
I’m lying in mine to,[br]
Except I’m nearly dead,[br]
I saw you tell everyone that I was a chore,[br]
But you don’t need to worry,[br]
Not anymore.[br]
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Dear mum and dad,[br]
With a knife in my hand,[br]
I told you I’m not happy,[br]
But you didn’t understand,[br]
I’m pressing the tip,[br]
Right into my wrist,[br]
I think why I’m unhappy,[br]
God there is such a list.[br]
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Dear mum and dad,[br]
My sheets are turning red,[br]
It all over everything,[br]
Even my ted,[br]
I can see the tunnel,[br]
And a white light,[br]
It’s nearly over now,[br]
The end of a fight.[br]
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Dear mum and dad,[br]
This is how it had to be,[br]
It wasn’t for you,[br]
But it was for me,[br]
So this is my last word,[br]
It’s getting harder to write,[br]
I hope you think about,[br]
What happened tonight?[br]
So good bye for ever is what they say,[br]
This is end and I’m shouting horary. [br]
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Good bye mum and dad,[br]
I won’t miss you,[br]
Or this life that I have lived[br]
That is definitely true.[br]
This is the last thing as I’m starting to fade,[br]
I have always loved you but I was always afraid.[br]
This is the end I can feel it right now,[br]
With the blood covering me I can see clearly how,[br]
So this is goodbye,[br]
The last final thing,[br]
I love you mum and dad,[br]
As I die without a sound.[br]
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