Chapter 1 - Undecided

I don''t know any more. Something in me tells me to go. But my brain holds me back.

Why? Why would I do this? Why would I feel this?

If it wasn''t true...

Maybe It''s just a phase ... but I don''t want it to be.

At night when I can''t sleep I think of you,

and in the day time all I see is you...

Somebody said we were like siblings...

Somebody else said we were like lovers...

The faces and quotes etched into my mind and still I''m undecided in which I,

Prefer.

Undecided of what and who I want.

At night I read your notes and I feel warm like you are laying next to me.

When I''m not by you I''m wearing something is yours and I feel safe.

I know you are miles away from me but we are connected somehow....

Undecided. I''m lost. My mind is in a forest of mixed emotions and I can''t find the "You are here sign"

No one to help me....

I''m lost can you give me the map? Or maybe even a lift?

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