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Chapter 1 - Blood and water

The feelings that go through kais head as a child..... (i think its quite distressing) 0__0

Chapter 1 - Blood and water

Chapter 1 - Blood and water


If I was smart I would leave…..

But that's so hard to do

When you've got demons on you shoulders

Clawing at you

And the only time I can escape, is in sleep

It's only then, I don't feel the pain

Although it's still happening….

I often think to myself….

Will the nightmare ever end??

Nobody really cares about me

I lay in dark corners

Hoping, searching, wishing

That there is someone at my side...

To help me through this terror


I bleed, though im so used to the feeling

It doesn't really matter, as long as there amused

They like to see me, curl up in fear

They laugh at me whenever I whine

And the next one is twice as hard as the last….

And eventually when it's all over…

And the laughter has faded into the darkness...

I cry myself to sleep

My tears wash the blood further down my face

There still laughing at me…

I can hear them, in my dreams

There always there… and always will be

To make sure my life is a living hell

There's only one thing I want…..

Only one thing I wish for…….



I long to have the life of a child….









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Sonic_11200 on October 12, 2005, 1:43:06 AM

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Sonic_11200glad u loveds it then ^^ lmao

Sonicluva on October 5, 2005, 7:33:55 AM

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Sonicluvalike it? I LOVE IT lmao!!

Sonic_11200 on October 5, 2005, 4:21:45 AM

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Sonic_11200TY ^^ glad u lyked it

Sonicluva on October 4, 2005, 9:58:52 AM

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SonicluvaOH MY GOD THIS IS AMAZING!! I FEEL SO BAD 4 KAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS SUCH A COOL POEM!!!! IT REMINDS ME OF KAI SO MUCH!! FAVS!!