Chapter 1 - dear mother

dear mother
dear mother im writting to you tonight from up here in my room.
i was just thinking of our realtionship.
i asked god to please render a kindership
between us. Here, here i am here i am again,
hoping to reach you through all this static.
im flailing im failing im swimming crawling
anything just to reach you, oh how its tragic.

And please.... please forgive. forgive me for what iv done forgive what iv said
iv come to repent. I rember all the memories iv had since two years old,
i know your just God sent.
I prayed, prayed every night just like you showed.
prayed for for a blessing on your head.
ill always rember all the words you said
everynight before we go to bed.

dear mother, im sorry for all my sins against you
i feel, feel like your the only one who gets me
i hope to always have a good place in you memory.
and oh how its so recomendery
all the fun we have and all the memories we share
what a pair we make
just loving and huggin and laughing its so great


and now, now here we are again, drenched in tears
and blinded by fears. im sorry all the times i lied
ill never forget all the nights i cried
and just went limp in your arms
im safe from all alarms
and so here i write to you with all the tears i cry just for you.
im sorry i cant be all i want to be just for you and all along i think you knew.
But just in case i come now before you to ask for forgiveness.
You know youv always been just as mysterious
just as the dark side of the moon!

And now, now ill send this letter,
in hopes to make you life
just a little bit better.
Im sorry i cant be perfect
i never can be what i think
you deserve. so i come before you know to say
im sorry
can you forgive me
all the tears have flowed while writing this letter
just in hopes...........




you know what im going to say before i speak
you now how mad i can get, before i reach my peak
i know when you cant sleep
i love it when you greet
me so early in the morining
and you are the only person that doesnt mind my twitching
you seem to know me better than myself.

oh i see you and are eyes meet and its just like a electric connection.
and oh how i adore and soke up all you love and affection
oh how i love you now becoz i finaly relized im not your second best
i love it when with love you so sweetly caresse.

Your beauty so gracing
your will so amazing
you astound me though and
through. And now here we are again
just you and i .......
and now ill hand you this letter.


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