Chapter 1 - Incomplete

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There are times when all things fall apart. I guess this is just one more of many thousands. Shaman duties call upon me. I am now a leader of the Tao Destiny, destined to lead all in my family to triumph and victory. Every sacrifice has its benefits… right?



Empty spaces fill me up with holes

Distant faces with no place left to go

Without you within me I can't find no rest

Where I'm going is anybody's guess



Then why have I, a heart so saddened as I walk away from her? It's like a heavy burden that I feel I must carry forth within myself throughout the journey.



“Good-bye, Ren-kun” she whispered to me as she placed her head upon my chest for the last time. Tears seeping through my purple `ma pao' she specially made for me.



I've tried to go on like I never knew you

I'm awake but my world is half asleep

I pray for this heart to be unbroken

But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete



I just could not choose between my destiny and her. I am a coward as I have not the slightest bravery in myself to follow my heart. Instead, I carried on walking away, further into the sunset, knowing that I will loose an ainu that is worth more to me than you can imagine.



Voices tell me I should carry on

But I am swimming in an ocean all alone



“Don't worry about it Ren. It's all gonna turn out j-u-s-t fine.” Horohoro said as he lay down under the willow tree they had set their camp on.



“Who said I'm worrying ainu baka! Why would I worry about such a little petty journey? HUH!” I said as I crossed my arms, hoping that none of them had realised my true inner feelings right now. They'll probably think I've gone all soft now.



Baby, my baby



--Flashback—



“Ren-kun, you're so kind! I love you, and I hope you will remember that always!”

That was when she first said she loved me. We met at the onsen in Tamaya.



It's written on your face

You still wonder if we made a big mistake



“Man. It's so bloody obvious you've gone all mushed up from `Pili-i-tis'! ahahaha…”



“I have not! Go away!” I said to Horohoro, as I could not take anymore of his…his...erm…, common sense?



I've tried to go on like I never knew you

I'm awake but my world is half asleep

I pray for this heart to be unbroken

But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete



The laughter and smile on her face shone back into my memories, as I stared into the calm surface of the lake. Every beat of my heart yearned to see her again, after so many years apart. It has been 2 years since we have parted, yet I have not gotten over this feeling. Love.



I don't mean to drag it on, but I can't seem to let you go

I don't wanna make you face this world alone

I wanna let you go (alone)



Back at the Horo residence…



“I can't believe Kyoto and I are getting married today!!!” a blue haired ainu said excitedly to her best friend Natsuki, who was one of her bride's maids.



“This must be the best day of my life!!!”



I've tried to go on like I never knew you

I'm awake but my world is half asleep



As I slowly dozed off to sleep, I prayed to the bright shining stars above, hoping for her to still love me, and that she would still have a place for me in her heart.



I pray for this heart to be unbroken

But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete



“Pilika…” I shut my eyes and fell into the endless world of dreams.



Incomplete…



Wedding Church bells…





AtlantisLove: hihi! I would like to know what you thought of this! It was my first SK fic, so plz R&R, ok? ^^ Thx for reading…



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