AmayaAsakura

.........what happend o_o;;

*huggles* I thought u might need that right now.

Hey Yoh! I missed u soooooooooo much. I know I'm not supposed to talk to u but I heard about u fighting with ur sister and I feel sooo bad. I wuz nearly in tears (Yup still holding back) My parents aren't up here right now so they won't know I'm talking to u. I know u said stuff u didn't mean but I know she still loves u. So what u messed up ur sister loves u and always will. I know u messed up, but Just do something to make it up to her. U could try buting her flowers. Girls luv that kinda thing. And I know how u feel. I lost my older brother. He died. I don't know how but he did so please. Make up with Rachel while u still have her. Ok?

well in no she told me a lot last night and i no it can be really hard but right now dancing is her way 2 get a schollership and i no u r most likly stressed 2 but she loved u and i no u love her but right now she dosn't feel dat because u screamed at her dat u hatted her she woeks hard and is stressed 2 over ahhel lot of things but chris bro u have 2 talk to her again try 2 be calm about it or don't even talk actions speek louder then words just i no its hard hugg her just be with her tell her u care a sorry can only go so far and remeber i'm here 4 u 2 my brother used to tell me 2 drop it when my parents faught it hit me hard but when i thought of how stressed he was i talked 2 him and we cried togther and we hugged almost alnight i no its sound chessy but sometimes if ur just there its better but chris ur sis cares 4 u she felt she had 2 be ur mom sister and dad when u had a wonderful mom are u wouldn't be wanderful sibs 2 me and ur dad hatin u was not her fualt or urs k i'm not asking u 2 do anything dramtic but askin u to talk to her and just be dere for her k *huggles u both* i'm here r u

ok....

**holds u*

tell meh watz wrong...wat happened?

I know I'm not mom! and I miss her just as much as You do! But never ever! Say i never cared! I've always Helped you through everything! I took Most of the Punches from dad when he was Pissed off at You! I would die than have him lay a Hand on you!

SO NEVER SAY I DIDN'T CARE! NEVER SAY I DON'T LOVE YOU CHRIS BECAUSE YOUR MY BABY BROTHER AND I WILL NEVER STOP LOVING YOU!

You made it perfectly clear that you And I qoute:

"I HATE YOU! I ALWAYS HAVE AND ALWAYS WILL! YOUR NOT MOM! SO LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE!"


And you said that you never hated me? Right there it's say's! "I always have and always will!"

Tell Me Chris if you never meant it why did you say it?!

FINE IF YOU THINK I'M NEVER THERE FOR YOU OR I DON'T CARE THAN I GIVE UP! I'LL STOP DANCING! OK! JUST STOP SAYING YOU HATE ME!

....thats the last thing I ever want to hear coming from you.....Dad Said it and Max said it....Please Chris Don't be like them and Hate me because I try so hard to take care of you.....