Chapter 1 - Why?

I sat there on my bed, my mom laying down looking at me. I was playing my DS, taking one of my dogs, Ash, on a walk. My mom spoke to me saying that we may have to put Hobie, my beloved cat to sleep. I felt myself die inside, Hobie was the world to me. I looked up, seeing her layying on my floor looking at me. " So what do you want to do, she is your cat?" My mom asked me. I looked back down at my game " I-I don't know." I replied,trying to keep back my tears. After that I saved my game and put it away. I left my room and went to the bathroom, taking a piece of toiletpaper to wipe my eyes as I cryed. My mom entered and conforted me, she knew how much Hobie meant to me. After that I went to bed, I cried into my pillow and asking myself " Why, why now?!" I picked my head up and turned to see Hobie sleeping in her spot on my bed. I petted her gently down her back, she picked up her head and looked into my eyes with those pale yellow eyes. How could I let her go, if she died my world would stop and I would have no need to live my life anymore.

(( I'm crying as i'm typing this, I don't know what to do about this, I do want her to not feel this pain anymore but if I do,I would only want to be dead with her and never leave her. ))

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