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Chapter 1 - Training for Warmth

Hn. I was thinking of Naruto, and feeling sorry for him. And wishing he was real. XD 'Cause I could be his warmth for him.

Chapter 1 - Training for Warmth

Chapter 1 - Training for Warmth
Training
8-17-06
Me
Anime: Naruto!
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So cold out,
thats all I hear
today.
So damn cold,
but I know something
even colder:
My heart.

I grin and
ber it all,
willing everyone to
leave me alone--
and yet, at
the same time all I
seek is attention, warmth.

People compare me to the
sun; they say I laugh
and smile, that I am
always happy and sincere.
Had I had it in me,
I might wish them all
dead.

Why is it no-one
looks past my looks?
Why can the just
not look at my eyes,
and read the emotions
running thickly there?
I try so hard to hide it;
I guess I've been too good.
Because,
apparently,
I'm the sun...

I'm the sun when I should
be a star.

It's so cold out,
but I don't care.
Who is there to cradle me,
to tell me I'm warm,
safe,
wanted?
Who will be there in the end,
telling me I am loved?

No-one.

So why should you care?

I want to be known;
recognized and respected.
I care not for admiration;
simply respect will do.
They claim I am a demon--
I had no choice with
the Kyuubi, so why must
I suffer?

I am a vessel,
not the evil I hold.

So although it's snowing,
although it's frigid,
although it's so cold snow
freezes to ice--
I don't care.

I'll be training;
training to be who
I truly am.

I'll be training;
training my power.

I'll be training...
No.

I won't...
because...
I'll be waiting...--
Waiting for someone to tell me

that

I'm not cold anymore.

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