Chapter 1 - Hoplessness

Without anyone to care,

I fall in to my pit of despair,

Not loved,

I am no longer pained by being shoved,

Into my pit of despair,

With no one to care,

Hoplessness,

Desperatness,

Why must I,

Feel to die,

I no longer CAN cry,

Do I try to die?

No,

I just push myself further to my pit of despair,

Loss of hope,

I can hardly cope,

No cuts, don't care about myself to feel better by pain,

Though I love pain...

It is the only thing that keeps me game,

Starting fights, but to strong to lose,

But of that I choose,

You would never know,

My pain will never show,

I don't hide it,

I just seem to guide it.

Maybe a split personality...?

... I love my pit of despair,

 

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