Chapter 1 - Captured by mind

The pain and heart ache that I feel,
Feels so imaginary, if not real.
From small tiny remarks,
to big flaming sparks.
To me, it all hurt, and I have had enough marks.
It feels as though fire has engulfed me heart,
it hurts so badly, I don't know where to start
my tears can say it all, painful and sad,
but nothing remotely close to the pain that I had.
I felt alone, worthless, useless of corse,
I felt like someone's shadow, hit with a great force.
So I lay in my bed, holing my bear,
as my tears roll off my cheeks to my messed up hair.
I stare into the darkness waiting for it to end,
but all I see is a strong hearted friend.
My thoughts hold the key to my life, future, and past,
but for being a girl...I am such an outcast.
Confused, lost, scared and alone
no mind can help me, not even my own.
But learning form this all,
no friend its true...why listen at all?.
My life is on the line,
captured with my mind.
So...I held the knife in my hand, hoping it would fall..
..but it didn't..
and one swift stroke ended it all............

>~*~RubY~*~

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