Chapter 9 - What Is Real?
Submitted November 12, 2008 Updated November 27, 2008 Status Incomplete | This is a collection of songs that I've written
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Chapter 9 - What Is Real?
Chapter 9 - What Is Real?
You look me in the eye,
And tell me your sweet lie.
And I believed in you,
I thought this friendship was true.
Looks like I was blind,
I now realize that I carry a naive mind.
Simple things, like friendship bonds,
They're so hard to create,
Yet so simple to break.
Sit and I shake alone,
I watch as the night betrays me,
The light fades into gray,
Just like the happiness I used to know.
Everything that had color has been leached into
The simple black and white, real and not
The lines are blurred between fantasy and our reality
The monsters have taken human from,
Laying the traps and pulling us in.
Each one of us - A devil inside.
We are our own worst enemies,
For each good and evil move we make,
It will get returned in our faces - only worse.
I wish we could escape this God-forsaken curse,
But we've chained and bound ourselves into this dark fate.
The only thing we can do is watch it rise and fall from better to worse,
And hope to the entities above that it's still not too late.
Walking on my own,
Abandoned and betrayal pulling on the wound,
Walking without hoping to ever be found,
I wander through the empty, icy mist.
Knowing you hate me and don't care anymore,
I try to block the truth from myself, it hurts too much.
One day, I will find a way to escape from this hell
I can't tell if it'll be a person who frees me, or if I take myself away.
Sit and I shake alone,
I watch as the night betrays me,
The light fades into gray,
Just like the happiness I used to know.
Everything that had color has been leached into
The simple black and white, real and not
The lines are blurred between fantasy and our reality
I can't even feel the extent of my own pain,
Let alone explain it to someone who will never understand,
Just leave me alone in my misery, haven't you done enough?
Or perhaps that is your plan, to break me into dust,
You've shattered all my trust and faith, what is left to ruin?
I live in a world with no light, no love, no hope.
Wishing that each hour, minute, day will be my last,
Trying to never remember everything in my hellish past...
Silence reigns as I make ready to cut the final rope.
There is no point in trying to keep going,
Not when I live in pain and cannot smile,
Every expression is fake and unreal,
I have to keep up this act to keep others from knowing,
Here it goes again, the pain that kills me each day..
Soon, it will kill me for good, though I may still live,
I'll never be the same inside, not when I'm hollow.
Sit and I shake alone,
I watch as the night betrays me,
The light fades into gray,
Just like the happiness I used to know.
Everything that had color has been leached into
The simple black and white, real and not
The lines are blurred between fantasy and our reality
And tell me your sweet lie.
And I believed in you,
I thought this friendship was true.
Looks like I was blind,
I now realize that I carry a naive mind.
Simple things, like friendship bonds,
They're so hard to create,
Yet so simple to break.
Sit and I shake alone,
I watch as the night betrays me,
The light fades into gray,
Just like the happiness I used to know.
Everything that had color has been leached into
The simple black and white, real and not
The lines are blurred between fantasy and our reality
The monsters have taken human from,
Laying the traps and pulling us in.
Each one of us - A devil inside.
We are our own worst enemies,
For each good and evil move we make,
It will get returned in our faces - only worse.
I wish we could escape this God-forsaken curse,
But we've chained and bound ourselves into this dark fate.
The only thing we can do is watch it rise and fall from better to worse,
And hope to the entities above that it's still not too late.
Walking on my own,
Abandoned and betrayal pulling on the wound,
Walking without hoping to ever be found,
I wander through the empty, icy mist.
Knowing you hate me and don't care anymore,
I try to block the truth from myself, it hurts too much.
One day, I will find a way to escape from this hell
I can't tell if it'll be a person who frees me, or if I take myself away.
Sit and I shake alone,
I watch as the night betrays me,
The light fades into gray,
Just like the happiness I used to know.
Everything that had color has been leached into
The simple black and white, real and not
The lines are blurred between fantasy and our reality
I can't even feel the extent of my own pain,
Let alone explain it to someone who will never understand,
Just leave me alone in my misery, haven't you done enough?
Or perhaps that is your plan, to break me into dust,
You've shattered all my trust and faith, what is left to ruin?
I live in a world with no light, no love, no hope.
Wishing that each hour, minute, day will be my last,
Trying to never remember everything in my hellish past...
Silence reigns as I make ready to cut the final rope.
There is no point in trying to keep going,
Not when I live in pain and cannot smile,
Every expression is fake and unreal,
I have to keep up this act to keep others from knowing,
Here it goes again, the pain that kills me each day..
Soon, it will kill me for good, though I may still live,
I'll never be the same inside, not when I'm hollow.
Sit and I shake alone,
I watch as the night betrays me,
The light fades into gray,
Just like the happiness I used to know.
Everything that had color has been leached into
The simple black and white, real and not
The lines are blurred between fantasy and our reality
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