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Chapter 1 - Why?

This.........I wrote.

Chapter 1 - Why?

Chapter 1 - Why?
Why do I love him? There is so much I cannot tell him, I am afraid. But, he just does not know how much I care for him...that boy. It hurts because I'm not by his side at this moment. And he is not happy; I want to make everything wonderful again...after waiting hours just to hear his voice. I want his warmth again and thinking about how I cannot have his touch *for quite awhile. His touch...so amazing. Tears form at the crease of my eyes. They stream down my face, and I do not stop them from falling.
I want to scream; but what is the use? That will not bring him back home. And I feel so selfish, wanting him with me.
Afraid. I am so afraid I will upset him sometimes...or disappoint my love. I care for him too much.
I want to tell him things. I lay awake at night...picturing the conversation in my mind...in person; us when we're alone, us with a roomful of people...him. The best thing that ever happened to me.
I'm terrified and... so in love.

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