Chapter 11 - dispersed

feeling dispersed feeling let down all the way down where the demi god plays his evil tune. the feeling in the heart the feeling in the stomach the feeling in the mind all the same to me for its only filled with the pulsing misgivings of everyday life. the feeling of the mystic touching my soul means nothing to me for it does nothing but give hope and nothing more. I feel i want my end to be nigh but this won't happen unless i actually do. the thougth of my end being far away in the vast world of uncertaintys and how they will play my life cuts into my soul and making all the oppressed feelings bleed out and my soul lays there drained of life. all being disperesed all the feelings i cared about gone now all that remain are sorrow pain and envy.

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