Chapter 4 - betrayed and broken

Betrayed and broken

Not showing it, I don’t want them to know
It piles up, weighing down on my soul
The burden is like no other
But then some thing unexpected happens
And I strain, it is more than I can carry
It is too much so I surrender
The tears now falling freely
All I tried to hide comes loose
My sorrow and depression summoned
Deep from my soul, the inner essence shattered
Inside I scream, it is all to much
Nothing will ever be the same
Every thing behind the sweet smile I hid
Now escaped and, it is all known
Once almost perfect now somber
So know if they forget I am saved
All now scared of my sudden out-burst
some Run-away but some stay because pity
I tell them to leave, for I do not like pity
It is for the weak, they don’t forget this
I am alone now, I have betrayed myself
I surrendered once and now I cannot forgive myself
I fall to the ground defeated the tears not gone
Ever on I will cry like the rain falls; wet and broken
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this is a poem i wrote while i was at a funeral. i cried and never really meant to, even though i was sad i dont like showing my emotions but i couldnt help myself so i have betrayed my self in a sense so yeah thats the story behind this poem

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